ht's hall in the full perfection of youth and manliness. But this
love was my misery, for I was already secretly married. The caprices
with which I often tormented you, alas, they came from a bleeding
heart! At Ravensten did Mac Donalbain's infamous profession first
become fully clear to me, and I made every possible effort to withdraw
him from it. But the chains of vice hold strong! Only by slow and
gentle degrees could my husband disengage himself from his associates;
and, before he had time to accomplish the work, his punishment overtook
him. What I have done for him was but the performance of a wife's duty.
His self-murder is my divorce for this world and the next, and now my
only consolation is, that I shall be able to extend to you a FREE hand
when we hereafter meet in eternal light.'
As she proceeded, her voice had increased in clearness and fulness of
tone, her eye became bright and flashing, and purple roses burned upon
her wasted cheeks.
'You have spoken too fast and too earnestly, countess,' said the
curate. 'In your present situation this excitement may cause your
death.'
'I have it already in my heart, reverend sir,' said the invalid in a
low voice; 'and I know but too well that it is too late to preserve
life. Yet I thank you for this care, as well as for the religious
consolation you have afforded me in this last heavy trial.'
She held out her hand to him, which the weeping man pressed to his
lips, and the deep silence which followed, was only broken by the sobs
of those present.
'I have now but one wish in this world,' resumed Christine. 'Alas, but
one, the fulfilment of which would soften the pangs of death; but I
dare not hope.'
'Thy son is mine!' cried Arwed. 'By God and my own honor, I will adopt
him and he shall bear the name and arms of Gyllenstierna.'
'I know,' answered Christine, 'that you will do whatever is great and
good, and I have ceased to be anxious about the fate of my child since
I confided it to you. But my poor old father--' and here her voice
faltered,--'that I may not once more kneel before him and implore his
pardon, that, that alone embitters my death.'
'Poor woman!' cried Arwed, who witnessed the extent of her sorrow with
the perfect conviction that no consolation could be offered.
'Hope, sinner!' cried Swedenborg with emotion, laying his hand upon
Christine's head. 'True repentance may do much; a weeping, penitent
child, it presses strongly against the gates o
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