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colour rose faintly in his face, then sank away. "Quite sure?" he asked, controlling his voice. "I mean, in the end, you know. She will marry you in the end. I am convinced of it. But I think I had better not ask her just yet." There were matters in regard to which she was distinctly afraid of her daughter. "May I?" Guido enquired. "Will you let me ask her to marry me, when I think that the time has come?" "Certainly! That is----" The Countess believed that she ought to hesitate. "After all, we have only known you a fortnight. That is not long. Is it?" "No. But, on the other hand, you had never seen me when you and my aunt agreed that your daughter and I should be married." "How did you know that we had talked about it?" "It was rather evident," Guido answered, with a smile. The artlessness which is often a charm in a young girl looks terribly like foolishness if it lasts till a woman is forty. Yet in old age it may seem charming again, as if second childhood brought with it a second innocence. Guido was an Italian only by his mother, and from his father he inherited the profoundly complicated character of races that had ruled the world for a thousand years or more, and not always either wisely or justly. Under his indifference and quiet dislike of all action, as well as of most emotions, he had always felt the conflicting instincts towards good and evil, and the contempt of consequences bordering on folly, if not upon real insanity, which had brought about the decline and fall of his father's kingdom. The perfect simplicity of the real Italian character when in a state of equilibrium always amused him, and often pleased him, and he had a genuine admiration for the splendidly violent contrasts which it develops when roused by passion. He could read it like an open book, and predict what it would do in almost any circumstances. For the first time in his life, he felt something of its directness in himself, moving to a definite aim through the maze of useless complications, hesitations, and turns and returns of thought with which he was familiar in his own character. He smiled at the idea that he might end by resembling Lamberti, with whom to think was to feel, and to feel was to act. Were there two selves in him, of which the one was in love, and the other was not? That was an amusing theory, and a fortnight ago it would have been pleasant to sit in his room at night, among his Duerers, his Remb
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