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wanted meat so badly, he felt half sorry that he had shot the poor beast that lay stiffening by his side for he had leaped down, and had, as if by instinct, taken hold of Black Boy's rein, lest he should suddenly take it into his head to gallop off and leave his master in the solitude by himself. For a few minutes there was something novel and strange in the sensation of being the only human being in that vast circle whose circumference was the horizon, seen from his own centre. Then it began to be astonishing, and Bart wondered why he could not see either hunters or buffaloes. Lastly, it began to be painful, and to be mingled with a curious sensation of dread. He realised that he was alone in that vast plain-- that he had galloped on for a long while without noticing in which direction he had gone, and then, half-stunned and wondering as he fully realised the fact that he was lost, he mounted his horse and sat thinking. He did not think much, for there was a singular, stupefied feeling in his head for a time. But this passed off, and was succeeded by a bewildering rush of thought--what was to become of him if he were left here like this--alone--without a friend--hopeless of being found? This wild race of fancies was horrible while it endured, and Bart pressed the cold barrel of his rifle to his forehead in the hope of finding relief, but it gave none. The relief came from his own effort as he tried to pull himself together, laughing at his own cowardice, and ridiculing his fears. "What a pretty sort of a hunter I shall make!" he said aloud, "to be afraid of being left alone for a few minutes in broad daylight, with the sun shining down upon my head, and plenty of beef to eat if I like to light myself a fire." It was ridiculous, he told himself, and that he ought to feel ashamed; for he was ignorant of the fact that even old plainsmen and practised hunters may lose their nerve at such a time, and suffer so from the horror of believing themselves lost that some even become insane. Fortunately, perhaps, Bart did not know this, and he bantered himself until he grew cooler, when he began to calculate on what was the proper thing to do. "Let me see," he said; "they are sure to begin looking for me as soon as I am missed. What shall I do? Fire my rifle--make a fire--ride off to try and find them?" He sat upon his horse thinking. If he fired his rifle or made a fire, he might bring down Indians
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