FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   108   109   110   111   112   113   114   115   116   117   118   119   120   121   122   123   124   125   126   127   128   129   130   131   132  
133   134   135   136   137   138   139   140   141   142   143   144   145   146   147   148   149   150   151   152   153   154   155   156   157   >>   >|  
I ever heard of that Miss Farrel, if she took such a notion to the child, enough to do so much for her, didn't keep her herself." "Miss Farrel was a queer woman," said Henry. "I guess she wasn't any too well balanced," agreed Sylvia. "What do you suppose tired Rose out so much this morning?" asked Henry. "It isn't such a very long ride to Alford." "I don't know. She looked like a ghost when she got home. I'm glad she's laying down. I hope she'll get a little nap." That was after dinner, when the house had been set in order, and Sylvia was at one front window in the cool sitting-room, with a basket of mending, and Henry at another with a library book. Henry was very restless in these days. He pottered about the place and was planning to get in a good hay crop, but this desultory sort of employment did not take the place of his regular routine of toil. He missed it horribly, almost as a man is said to miss a pain of long standing. He knew that he was better off without it, that he ought to be happier, but he knew that he was not. For years he had said bitterly that he had no opportunity for reading and improving his mind. Now he had opportunity, but it was too late. He could not become as interested in a book as he had been during the few moments he had been able to snatch from his old routine of toil. Some days it seemed to Henry that he must go back to the shop, that he could not live in this way. He had begun to lose all interest in what he had anticipated with much pleasure--the raising of grass on Abrahama White's celebrated land. He felt that he knew nothing about such work, that agriculture was not for him. If only he could stand again at his bench in the shop, and cut leather into regular shapes, he felt that while his hands toiled involuntarily his mind could work. Some days he fairly longed so for the old familiar odor of tanned hides, that odor which he had once thought sickened him, that he would go to the shop and stand by the open door, and inhale the warm rush of leather-scented air with keen relish. But he never told this to Sylvia. Henry was not happy. At times it seemed to him that he really wished that he and Sylvia had never met with this good-fortune. Once he turned on Sidney Meeks with a fierce rejoinder, when Sidney had repeated the sarcasm which he loved to roll beneath his tongue like a honeyed morsel, that if he did not want his good-fortune it was the easiest thing in the world t
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   108   109   110   111   112   113   114   115   116   117   118   119   120   121   122   123   124   125   126   127   128   129   130   131   132  
133   134   135   136   137   138   139   140   141   142   143   144   145   146   147   148   149   150   151   152   153   154   155   156   157   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

Sylvia

 

routine

 

Farrel

 

regular

 

fortune

 

Sidney

 

leather

 

opportunity

 

agriculture

 

interest


moments
 

snatch

 

Abrahama

 
celebrated
 
raising
 
anticipated
 

pleasure

 
tanned
 

turned

 

fierce


wished

 

rejoinder

 

repeated

 

morsel

 

easiest

 

honeyed

 

tongue

 

sarcasm

 

beneath

 

relish


fairly
 
involuntarily
 
longed
 

familiar

 

toiled

 

shapes

 

inhale

 

scented

 
thought
 
sickened

looked

 

Alford

 
laying
 

morning

 
notion
 

suppose

 
agreed
 

balanced

 

dinner

 
standing