FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   146   147   148   149   150   151   152   153   154   155   156   157   158   159   160   161   162   163   164   165   166   167   168   169   170  
171   172   173   174   175   176   177   178   179   180   181   182   183   184   185   186   187   188   189   190   191   192   193   194   195   >>   >|  
"Ah!" she exclaimed suddenly, rising, "at last I have heard you cry!" He lay, broken in body and spirit, incapable of thinking two thoughts in sequence. His brain seemed to whir, undone, in his skull. He collected himself, however, rose and went into the other room to dress and let her do the same. Through the drawn portiere separating the two rooms he saw a little pinhole of light which came from the wax candle placed on the mantel opposite the curtain. Hyacinthe, going back and forth, would momentarily intercept this light, then it would flash out again. "Ah," she said, "my poor darling, you have a child." "The shot struck home," said he to himself, and aloud, "Yes, a little girl." "How old?" "She will soon be six," and he described her as flaxen-haired, lively, but in very frail health, requiring multiple precautions and constant care. "You must have very sad evenings," said Mme. Chantelouve, in a voice of emotion, from behind the curtain. "Oh yes! If I were to die tomorrow, what would become of those two unfortunates?" His imagination took wing. He began himself to believe the mother and her. His voice trembled. Tears very nearly came to his eyes. "He is unhappy, my darling is," she said, raising the curtain and returning, clothed, into the room. "And that is why he looks so sad, even when he smiles!" He looked at her. Surely at that moment her affection was not feigned. She really clung to him. Why, oh, why, had she had to have those rages of lust? If it had not been for those they could probably have been good comrades, sin moderately together, and love each other better than if they wallowed in the sty of the senses. But no, such a relation was impossible with her, he concluded, seeing those sulphurous eyes, that ravenous, despoiling mouth. She had sat down in front of his writing table and was playing with a penholder. "Were you working when I came in? Where are you in your history of Gilles de Rais?" "I am getting along, but I am hampered. To make a good study of the Satanism of the Middle Ages one ought to get really into the environment, or at least fabricate a similar environment, by becoming acquainted with the practitioners of Satanism all about us--for the psychology is the same, though the operations differ." And looking her straight in the eye, thinking the story of the child had softened her, he hazarded all on a cast, "Ah! if your husband would give me the informatio
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   146   147   148   149   150   151   152   153   154   155   156   157   158   159   160   161   162   163   164   165   166   167   168   169   170  
171   172   173   174   175   176   177   178   179   180   181   182   183   184   185   186   187   188   189   190   191   192   193   194   195   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

curtain

 

Satanism

 

darling

 

thinking

 

environment

 

smiles

 

looked

 

senses

 

Surely

 

concluded


impossible
 

relation

 

wallowed

 
moderately
 
comrades
 
feigned
 

affection

 
moment
 

history

 

practitioners


acquainted

 

psychology

 

fabricate

 

similar

 

operations

 

husband

 

informatio

 

hazarded

 

softened

 

differ


straight
 
playing
 
penholder
 

working

 

writing

 

despoiling

 

ravenous

 

Middle

 
hampered
 
Gilles

sulphurous

 

candle

 
mantel
 

opposite

 
pinhole
 

portiere

 
separating
 

Hyacinthe

 

momentarily

 
intercept