d I fully approve, on the understanding you are serious
about it. I am not so sanguine as Miss Steele is; still, I do not wish
to discourage you, Jones. But understand, it means a year's hard work."
I assured her I was prepared for any amount of work, and Miss Steele,
whose ambition was as keenly aroused as mine, gave a general promise on
my behalf that I would work like a horse.
"Now," said she, when Miss Bousfield had left us, "you're in for it,
Jones. If you don't work, mind, it will be a disgrace to me as well as
you."
I fear, during the months that followed, this ardent young "coach" was
frequently on the point of disgrace. For a week or two I surprised
myself with my industry. Then I caught myself wondering at odd times
whether I was really as sure of passing as I fancied, and whether, if I
failed, it would not be a horrible sell to have worked so hard for
nothing.
Then for a day or so I came in a little late, and took to grumbling over
my tasks.
"Now, look here, Jones," said she, one day, "you were five minutes late
on Monday, ten minutes late on Tuesday and Wednesday, and a quarter of
an hour late to-day. How much is that in the week?"
"Forty minutes," said I; mental arithmetic was a strong point with me.
"Very good; there's forty minutes lost. The examination may turn on the
very lesson you might have learned in that time. Now, I'm not going to
threaten you, but what should you say if I were to call at the office
and fetch you every day?"
I nearly jumped out of my chair.
"Oh, don't, please don't, Miss Steele!" said I. "I'll be here to the
second, in future, I promise."
"All right," said she, with a smile, and the subject dropped.
This dreadful threat kept me up to the mark for the next few weeks, but
even it lost its terrors in time, and my preceptress had to apply the
spur in other ways as the time went on.
Once, after I had been particularly slack, and had, moreover, been so
rude to her that she ended the lesson abruptly, I thought it was all up.
For, when I presented myself next day, I was informed by the servant
that Miss Steele was busy, and had no time to see me.
I was locked out! My dismay knew no bounds. Suppose she had "chucked"
me altogether, what would become of my chance of getting into Low Heath?
I retired home in great perturbation, and confided the state of the case
to my mother, who advised me there and then to sit down and write an
apology.
I had nev
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