FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   110   111   112   113   114   115   116   117   118   119   120   121   122   123   124   125   126   127   128   129   130   131   132   133   134  
135   136   137   138   139   140   141   142   143   144   145   146   147   148   149   150   151   152   153   154   155   156   157   158   159   >>   >|  
"May I ask, has Frank ever spoken?" "Oh no! I think he implied it all to Camilla when she bade him wait till our return, fancying, I suppose, that one could forget the other." "But why does she seem so friendly with him?" "It is her way; she can't be other than smooth and caressing, and likes to have young men about; and I try to be grave and distant, because--the sooner he is cured of me the better for him," she uttered, with a sob; "but when he is there, and I see those grieved eyes of his, I can't keep it up! And papa does like him! Oh! if Camilla would but leave us alone! See here, Jenny!" and she showed, on her watch-chain, a bit of ruddy polished pebble. "Is it wrong to keep this? He and I found the stone in two halves, on the beach, the last day we were together, and had them set, pretending to one another it was only play. Sometimes I think I ought to send mine back; I know he has his, he let me see it one day. Do you think I ought to give it up?" "Why should you?" "Because then he would know that it must be all over." "But _is_ it all over? Within, I mean?" "Jenny, you know better!" "Then, Lenore, if so, and it is only your sister who objects, not your father himself, ought you to torment poor Frank by acting indifference when you do not feel it?" "Am I untrue? I never thought of that. I thought I should be sacrificing myself for his good!" "His good? O, Lenore, I believe it is the worst wrong a woman can do a man, to let him think he has wasted his heart upon her, and that she is trifling with him. You don't know what a bad effect this is having, even on his prospects. He cannot get his brain or spirits free to work for his examination." "How hard it is to know what is right! Here have I been thinking that what made me so miserable must be the best for him, and would it not make it all the worse to relax, and let him see?" "I do not think so," returned Jenny. "His spirits would not be worn by doubt of _you_--the worst doubt of all: and he would feel that he had something to strive for." Eleonora walked on for some steps in silence, then exclaimed, "Yes, but there's his family. It would only stir up trouble for them there. They can't approve of me." "They don't know you. When they do, they will. Now they only see what looks like--forgive me, Lena--caprice and coquetry; they will know you in earnest, if you will let them." "You don't mean that they know an
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   110   111   112   113   114   115   116   117   118   119   120   121   122   123   124   125   126   127   128   129   130   131   132   133   134  
135   136   137   138   139   140   141   142   143   144   145   146   147   148   149   150   151   152   153   154   155   156   157   158   159   >>   >|  



Top keywords:
Camilla
 

spirits

 

thought

 

Lenore

 

prospects

 
effect
 

examination

 

smooth

 

caressing

 

sacrificing


untrue

 

trifling

 

wasted

 

trouble

 
approve
 

family

 

exclaimed

 
coquetry
 
earnest
 

caprice


forgive
 

silence

 
miserable
 

thinking

 

returned

 

Eleonora

 

walked

 

strive

 

friendly

 

acting


forget

 
polished
 
pebble
 

halves

 

return

 

suppose

 

grieved

 

fancying

 

showed

 

uttered


sister

 

distant

 

Within

 

objects

 
spoken
 

indifference

 

torment

 
father
 
sooner
 

Sometimes