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go to the fiord. ALLMERS. I must go out to him! Let me go, Asta! I will take the boat. ASTA. [In terror.] Don't go to the fiord, I say! ALLMERS. [Yielding.] No, no--I will not. Only let me alone. ASTA. [Leading him back to the table.] You must rest from your thoughts, Alfred. Come here and sit down. ALLMERS. [Making as if to seat himself on the bench.] Well, well--as you please. ASTA. No, I won't let you sit there. ALLMERS. Yes, let me. ASTA. No, don't. For then you will only sit looking out--[Forces him down upon a chair, with his back to the right.] There now. Now that's right. [Seats herself upon the bench.] And now we can talk a little again. ALLMERS. [Drawing a deep breath audibly.] It was good to deaden the sorrow and heartache for a moment. ASTA. You insist do so, Alfred. ALLMERS. But don't you think it is terribly weak and unfeeling of me--to be able to do so? ASTA. Oh, no--I am sure it is impossible to keep circling for ever round one fixed thought. ALLMERS. Yes, for me it is impossible. Before you came to me, here I sat, torturing myself unspeakably with this crushing, gnawing sorrow-- ASTA. Yes? ALLMERS. And would you believe it, Asta--? H'm-- ASTA. Well? ALLMERS. In the midst of all the agony, I found myself speculating what we should have for dinner to-day. ASTA. [Soothingly.] Well, well, if only it rests you to-- ALLMERS. Yes, just fancy, dear--it seemed as if it did give me rest. [Holds out, his hand to her across the table.] How good it is, Asta, that I have you with me. I am so glad of that. Glad, glad--even in my sorrow. ASTA. [Looking earnestly at him.] You ought most of all to be glad that you have Rita. ALLMERS. Yes, of course I should. But Rita is no kin to me--it isn't like having a sister. ASTA. [Eagerly.] Do you say that, Alfred? ALLMERS. Yes, our family is a thing apart. [Half jestingly.] We have always had vowels for our initials. Don't you remember how often we used to speak of that? And all our relations--all equally poor. And we have all the same colour of eyes. ASTA. Do you think I have--? ALLMERS. No, you take entirely after your mother. You are not in the least like the rest of us--not even like father. But all the same-- ASTA. All the same--? ALLMERS. Well, I believe that living together has, as it were, stamped us in each other's image--mentally, I mean. ASTA. [With warm emotion.] Oh, you must never say that, Alfred.
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