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she will come down very handsomely. And I think Blanche is dev'lish fond of me," said Arthur, with a sigh. "That means that we accept her caresses and her money." "Haven't we said before that life was a transaction?" Pendennis said. "I don't pretend to break my heart about her. I have told her pretty fairly what my feelings are--and--and have engaged myself to her. And since I saw her last, and for the last two months especially, whilst I have been in the country, I think she has been growing fonder and fonder of me; and her letters to me, and especially to Laura, seem to show it. Mine have been simple enough--no raptures, nor vows, you understand--but looking upon the thing as an affaire faite; and not desirous to hasten or defer the completion." "And Laura? how is she?" Warrington asked frankly. "Laura, George," said Pen, looking his friend hard in the face--"by heaven, Laura is the best, and noblest, and dearest girl the sun ever shone upon." His own voice fell as he spoke: it seemed as if he could hardly utter the words: he stretched out his hand to his comrade, who took it and nodded his head. "Have you only found out that now, young un?" Warrington said after a pause. "Who has not learned things too late, George?" cried Arthur, in his impetuous way, gathering words and emotion as he went on. "Whose life is not a disappointment? Who carries his heart entire to the grave without a mutilation? I never knew anybody who was happy quite: or who has not had to ransom himself out of the hands of Fate with the payment of some dearest treasure or other. Lucky if we are left alone afterwards, when we have paid our fine, and if the tyrant visits us no more. Suppose I have found out that I have lost the greatest prize in the world, now that it can't be mine--that for years I had an angel under my tent, and let her go?--am I the only one--ah, dear old boy, am I the only one? And do you think my lot is easier to bear because I own that I deserve it? She's gone from us. God's blessing be with her! She might have stayed, and I lost her; it's like Undine: isn't it, George?" "She was in this room once," said George. He saw her there--he heard the sweet low voice--he saw the sweet smile and eyes shining so kindly--the face remembered so fondly--thought of in what night-watches--blest and loved always--gone now! A glass that had held a nosegay--a bible with Helen's handwriting--were all that were left him of that brie
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