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Anne saw that in her face there was a look as if of horror which struggled with a grief, a woe, too monstrous to be borne. "Lie down, Anne," she said. "Be not afraid--'tis only I," bitterly--"who need fear?" Anne cowered among the pillows and hid her face in her thin hands. She knew so well that this was true. "I never thought the time would come," her sister said, "when I should seek you for protection. A thing has come upon me--perhaps I shall go mad--to-night, alone in my room, I wanted to sit near a woman--'twas not like me, was it?" Mistress Anne crept near the bed's edge, and stretching forth a hand, touched hers, which were as cold as marble. "Stay with me, sister," she prayed. "Sister, do not go! What--what can I say?" "Naught," was the steady answer. "There is naught to be said. You were always a woman--I was never one--till now." She rose up from her chair and threw up her arms, pacing to and fro. "I am a desperate creature," she cried. "Why was I born?" She walked the room almost like a thing mad and caged. "Why was I thrown into the world?" striking her breast. "Why was I made so--and not one to watch or care through those mad years? To be given a body like this--and tossed to the wolves." She turned to Anne, her arms outstretched, and so stood white and strange and beauteous as a statue, with drops like great pearls running down her lovely cheeks, and she caught her breath sobbingly, like a child. "I was thrown to them," she wailed piteously, "and they harried me--and left the marks of their great teeth--and of the scars I cannot rid myself--and since it was my fate--pronounced from my first hour--why was not this," clutching her breast, "left hard as 'twas at first? Not a woman's--not a woman's, but a she-cub's. Ah! 'twas not just--not just that it should be so!" Anne slipped from her bed and ran to her, falling upon her knees and clinging to her, weeping bitterly. "Poor heart!" she cried. "Poor, dearest heart!" Her touch and words seemed to recall Clorinda to herself. She started as if wakened from a dream, and drew her form up rigid. "I have gone mad," she said. "What is it I do?" She passed her hand across her brow and laughed a little wild laugh. "Yes," she said; "this it is to be a woman--to turn weak and run to other women--and weep and talk. Yes, by these signs I _am_ a woman!" She stood with her clenched hands pressed against her breast. "In a
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