nd he asked me how much
I loved you, and I said--I said I'd die for you--and so I would, Claude.
I'd do it gladly. You can believe me or not--"
"That's all right. What I want to know is what happened after that."
"And then he said he'd help us. I didn't understand how he meant to help
us--and I didn't quite believe him. You see, Claude, even if he is your
brother, I never really liked him--or trusted him--not really. There was
always something about him I couldn't make out--and now I see what it
is. I knew he'd tell. And he made me promise I wouldn't."
"He made you promise you wouldn't tell--what?"
"What he said to me. He said he might go and marry some one else--and
then he wouldn't want what he said to me to be known, because it would
make trouble."
"But what did he say?"
"Don't you _know_ what he said?"
"It doesn't matter whether I know or not, Rosie. It's for you to tell
me."
She wrestled with herself. "Oh, Claude, I don't want to. I wish you
wouldn't make me."
"Go on, Rosie; go on."
"He said he was in love with me himself--and that if I hadn't been in
love with you--"
He was able to help her out. "That he'd have married you."
She nodded, piteously.
"And you said--?"
"Oh, Claude, what's the use?" She gathered her forces together. "I
didn't say anything--not then."
"But you told him afterward that you were willing to marry _him_ whether
you were in love with me or not."
"No; not like that. I--I really didn't say anything at all."
"You just let him see it."
Again she nodded. "He said it himself. He could see--he could see how I
felt--that it was like a temptation to me--that it was like bread and
water held out to a starving man."
"That is, that the money was?"
She beat one hand against the other as she pressed them against her
breast. "Don't you see? It had to be that way. I couldn't see all that
money come right--come right into sight--and not wish--just for that
minute--that I could have it. Could I, now?"
"No; I don't suppose you could, Rosie--being what you are. But, you see,
I thought you were something else."
"Oh no, Claude, you didn't. You've known all along--"
"You mean, I thought I knew all along! But I find I didn't. I find that
you're only willing to marry me because Thor wouldn't take you."
"He couldn't take me after I said I'd die for you. How could he?"
"And how can I--after you've said you were willing--!" He threw out his
arms with a gesture.
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