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ache this morning, and the night air now," said Julian, smiling at the energetic description, yet pained by the intensity of Kennedy's tone of voice. "Hush, Julian! I hate all that stupid materialism. Depend upon it, some evil thing is over me. I wonder whether crimes of the future can throw their crimson shadow back over the past. My life, thank God, has been an innocent one, yet now I feel like the guiltiest thing alive." "One oughtn't to yield to such feelings, or to be the victim of a heated imagination, Kennedy. In my own case at least, half the feelings I have fancied to be presentiments have turned out false in the end-- presentiments, I mean, which have been suggested, as perhaps this has, by passing circumstances." "God grant this may be false," said Kennedy, "but something makes me feel uneasy." "It will be a lying prophet, if you so determine, Kennedy. The only enemy who has real power to hurt us is ourselves. Why should you be agitated by an idle forecast of uncertain calamity? Be brave, and honest, and pure, and God will be with you." "Don't be surprised," continued Julian, "if you've heard me say the same words before; they were my father's dying bequest to his eldest son." "Be brave, and honest, and pure--" repeated Kennedy; "yes, you _must_ be right, Julian. Look what a glorious sky, and what numberless `patines of bright gold.'" Julian looked up, and at that moment a meteor shot across the heaven, plunging as though from the galaxy into the darkness, and after the white and dazzling lustre of the trail had disappeared, seeming to leave behind the glory of it a deeper gloom. It gave too true a type of many a young man's destiny. Kennedy said nothing, but although it is not the Camford custom to shake hands, he shook Julian's hand that night with one of those warm and loving grasps, which are not soon forgotten. And each walked slowly back to his own room. CHAPTER NINE. THE BOAT-RACE. "And caught once more the distant shout, The measured pulse of racing oars Between the willows." _In Memoriam_. The banks of "silvery-winding Iscam" were thronged with men; between the hours of two and four the sculls were to be tried for, and some 800 of the thousand undergraduates poured out of their colleges by twos and threes to watch the result from the banks on each side. The first and second guns had been fired, and the scullers in their boats, each some ten yards
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