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disturbed, they set them in the window to grow and unfold the more quickly. They had brought him a bowl also in which to wash his hands, and then it was that he looked at the lady of the house and made his request. He hardly thought she would grant it; he felt almost breathless with his own hardihood when he saw her dismiss the girl and sit before him to hear what he might have to say. He knew then that had he asked her to talk to him he would have translated the desire of his heart far better. "O'Shea's wife has been talking to me," he said. "About me?" "I hope you will forgive us. I think she could not help speaking, and I could not help listening." "What did she say?" It was the absolutely childlike directness of her thoughts and words that always seemed to Caius to be the thing that put the greatest distance between them. "I could not tell you what she said; I would not dare to repeat it to you, and perhaps she would not wish you to know; but you know she is loyal to you, and what I can tell you is, that I understand better now what your life is--what it has been." Then he held out his hands with an impulsive gesture towards her. The large table was between them; it was only a gesture, and he let his hands lie on the table. "Let me be your friend; you may trust me," he said. "I am only a very ordinary man; but still, the best friendship I have I offer. You need not be afraid of me." "I am not afraid of you." She said it with perfect tranquillity. He did not like her answer. "Are we friends, then?" he asked, and tried to smile, though he felt that some unruly nerve was painting the heaviness of his heart in his face. "How do you mean it? O'Shea and his wife are my friends, each of them in a very different way----" She was going on, but he interrupted: "They are your friends because they would die to serve you; but have you never had friends who were your equals in education and intelligence?" He was speaking hastily, using random words to suggest that more could be had out of such a relation than faithful service. "Are you my equal in intelligence and education?" she asked appositely, laughter in her eyes. He had time just for a momentary flash of self-wonder that he should so love a woman who, when she did not keep him at some far distance, laughed at him openly. He stammered a moment, then smiled, for he could not help it. "I would not care to claim that for myself," he said.
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