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ffery. "I see. And you saved my life once; so perhaps you have rights over me." "That would be damnable!" he cried. "Such a thought has never entered my head." "It is firmly fixed in mine," said Doria. She sat for a while, with knitted brows deep in thought. Jaffery stood dejectedly by the fire, his hands in his pockets. Presently she rose. "Besides saving my life and doing for me the things I know, there must be many things you've done for me that I never heard of--like this sacrifice of the Persian expedition. Liosha was right. I ought to go on my knees to you. But I can't very well do that, can I?" "No," replied Jaffery, scrabbling at whiskers and beard. "That would be stupid. You mustn't worry about me at all. Whatever I did for you, my dear, I'd do a thousand times over again!" "You must have your reward, such as it is. God knows you have earned it." "Don't talk about rights or rewards," said he. "As I've said repeatedly this afternoon, I've forfeited even your thanks." "And I've said I forgive you--if there's anything to forgive," she smiled, just a little wearily. "So that is wiped out. All the rest remains. Let us bury all past unhappiness between us two." "I wish we could. But how?" "There is a way." "What is that?" "You make things somewhat hard for me. You might guess. But I'll tell you. Liosha again was right. . . . If you want me still, I will marry you. Not quite yet; but, say, in six months' time. You are a great-hearted, loyal man"--she continued bravely, faltering under his gaze--"and I will learn to love you and will devote my life to making you happy." She glanced downwards with averted head, awaiting some outcry of gladness, surrendering herself to the quick clasp of strong arms. But no outcry came, and no arms clasped. She glanced up, and met a stricken look in the man's eyes. For Jaffery could not find a word to utter. A chill crept about his heart and his blood became as water. He could not move; a nightmare horror of dismay held him in its grip. The inconceivable had happened. He no longer desired her. The woman who had haunted his thoughts for over two years, for whom he had made quixotic sacrifices, for whom he had made a mat of his great body so that she should tread stony paths without hurt to her delicate feet, was his now for the taking--nobly self-offered--and with all the world as an apanage he could not have taken her. The phenomenon of sex he could no
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