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a genius.' It really plays the devil with me." He walked excitedly about the library, flourishing a cigar and scattering the ash about the carpet. I am pernicketty in a few ways and hate tobacco ash on my carpet; every room in the house is an arsenal of ash trays. In normal mood Adrian punctiliously observed the little laws of the establishment. This scattering of cigar ash was a sign of spiritual convulsion. "Have you explained the matter to Doria?" I asked. He halted before me performing his new uncomfortable trick of slithering thumb over finger tips. "No," he snapped. "How can I?" I replied, mildly, that it seemed to be the simplest thing in the world. He broke away impatiently, saying that I couldn't understand. "All right," said I, though what there was to understand in so elementary a proposition goodness only knows. I was beginning to resent this perpetual charge of non-intelligence. "I think we had better clear out," he said. "I'm only a damned nuisance. I've got this book of mine on the brain"--he held up his head with both hands--"and I'm not a fit companion for anybody." I adjured him in familiar terms not to talk rubbish. He was here for the repose of country things and freedom from day-infesting cares. Already he was looking better for the change. But I could not refrain from adding: "You wrote 'The Diamond Gate' without turning a hair. Why should you worry yourself to death about this new book?" When he answered I had the shivering impression of a wizened old man speaking to me. The slight cast I had noticed in his blue eyes became oddly accentuated. "'The Diamond Gate,'" he said, peering at me uncannily, "was just a pretty amateur story. The new book is going to stagger the soul of humanity." "I wish you weren't such a secretive devil," said I. "What's the book about? Tell an old friend. Get it off your mind. It will do you good." I put my arm round his shoulders and my hand gave him an affectionate grip. My heart ached for the dear fellow, and I longed, in the plain man's way, to break down the walls of reserve, which like those of the Inquisition Chamber, I felt were closing tragically upon him. "Come, come," I continued. "Get it out. It's obvious that the thing is suffocating you. I'll tell nobody--not even that you've told me--neither Doria nor Barbara--it will be the confidence of the confessional. You'll be all the better for it. Believe me." He shrugged himself f
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