is hands
and looking into my eyes.
Oh the blessedness, the blessedness of being near him, of hearing and
seeing him. What couldn't I and wouldn't I be and do for Bernd?
I told him I had courage enough, for I had him, and I wouldn't fail in
it, nor in patience.
"We shall want both, my Chris," he said, his face against mine, "oh, my
Chris--!"
And then the Colonel walked in.
"Herr Leutnant?" he said, in a raucous voice, as though he were
ordering troops about.
At the sound of it Bernd instantly became rigid and stood at
attention,--the perfect automaton, except that I was hanging on his arm.
"_Zur Befehl_, Herr Oberst," he said.
"Take that woman's hand off your arm, Herr Leutnant," said the Colonel
sharply.
Bernd gently put my hand off, and I put it back again.
"We are going to be married," I said to the Colonel, "and perhaps I may
not see Bernd for a long while after tonight."
"No German officer marries an alien enemy," snapped out the Colonel.
"Remove the woman's hand, Herr Leutnant."
Again Bernd gently took my hand, but I held on. "This is good-bye,
then?" I said, looking up at him and clinging to him.
He was facing the Colonel, rigid, his profile to me; but he did at that
turn his head and look at me. "Remember--" he breathed.
"I forbid all talking, Herr Leutnant," snapped the Colonel.
"Never mind him," I whispered. "What does _he_ matter? Remember what,
my Bernd, my own beloved?"
"Remember courage--patience--" he murmured quickly, under his breath.
"Silence!" shouted the Colonel. "Take that woman's hand off your arm,
Herr Leutnant. _Kreutzhimmeldonnerwetter nochmal_. Instantly."
Bernd took my hand, and raising it to his face kissed it slowly and
looked at me. I shall not forget that look.
The Colonel, who was very red and more like an infuriated machine than
a human being, stepped on one side and pointed to the door. "Precede
me," he said. "On the instant. March."
And Bernd went out as if on parade.
When shall we see each other again? Only a fortnight, one fortnight
and two days, have we been lovers. But such things can't be measured
by time. They are of eternity. They are for always. If he is killed,
and the rest of my years are empty, we still will have had the whole of
life.
And now there's tomorrow, and my getting away. You won't be anxious,
dear mother. You'll wait quietly and patiently till I come. I'll
write to you on the way if I can. It m
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