FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   125   126   127   128   129   130   131   132   133   134   135   136   137   138   139   140   141   142   143   144   145   146   147   148   149  
150   151   152   153   154   155   156   157   158   159   160   161   162   163   164   165   166   167   168   169   170   171   172   173   174   >>   >|  
ut his mind would fly off to Clara Desmond and her perfections. And thus, though he remained there for half an hour, with his back to the fire and his hands in his pockets, his deliberations had done him no good whatever,--had rather done him harm, seeing that he had only warmed himself into a firmer determination to go on with what he was doing. And then he went to his mother. She kissed him, and spoke very tenderly, nay affectionately, about Clara; but even she, even his mother, did not speak joyously; and she also said something about the difficulty of providing a maintenance for a married son. Then to her he burst forth, and spoke somewhat loudly. "I cannot understand all this, mother. If either you or my father know any reason why I should be treated differently from other sons, you ought to tell me; not leave me to grope about in the dark." "But, my boy, we both think that no son was ever entitled to more consideration, or to kinder or more liberal treatment." "Why do I hear all this, then, about the difficulty of my marrying? Or if I hear so much, why do I not hear more? I know pretty well, I believe, what is my father's income." "If you do not, he would tell you for the asking." "And I know that I must be the heir to it, whatever it is,--not that that feeling would make any difference in my dealings with him, not the least. And, under these circumstances, I cannot conceive why he and you should look coldly upon my marriage." "I look coldly on it, Herbert!" "Do you not? Do you not tell me that there will be no income for me? If that is to be so; if that really is the case; if the property has so dwindled away, or become embarrassed--" "Oh, Herbert! there never was a man less likely to injure his son's property than your father." "I do not mean that, mother. Let him do what he likes with it, I should not upbraid him, even in my thoughts. But if it be embarrassed; if it has dwindled away; if there be any reason why I should not regard myself as altogether untrammelled with regard to money, he ought to tell me. I cannot accuse myself of expensive tastes." "Dearest Herbert, nobody accuses you of anything." "But I do desire to marry; and now I have engaged myself, and will not break from my engagement, unless it be shown to me that I am bound in honour to do so. Then, indeed--" "Oh, Herbert! I do not know what you mean." "I mean this: that I expect that Clara shall be received as my wi
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   125   126   127   128   129   130   131   132   133   134   135   136   137   138   139   140   141   142   143   144   145   146   147   148   149  
150   151   152   153   154   155   156   157   158   159   160   161   162   163   164   165   166   167   168   169   170   171   172   173   174   >>   >|  



Top keywords:
mother
 

Herbert

 

father

 
embarrassed
 

regard

 
property
 

reason

 

difficulty

 

income

 

coldly


dwindled

 
perfections
 

Desmond

 

injure

 

circumstances

 

conceive

 

difference

 

dealings

 

marriage

 
remained

thoughts

 

engagement

 
engaged
 

received

 

expect

 

honour

 

desire

 
altogether
 

untrammelled

 
upbraid

accuse

 

accuses

 

Dearest

 

expensive

 
tastes
 

kissed

 

determination

 
firmer
 

treated

 

differently


tenderly

 
providing
 

maintenance

 

married

 

joyously

 

affectionately

 

understand

 

loudly

 

warmed

 

pretty