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ially in a country like this." "Oh, it is--it is. I own it; but--well, you know--" She brusquely brought him back to the question of Mary's health. "It is Mary that I want to hear about. Tell me--before she comes in--what is the matter with her?" He was willingly confidential. "She has worries," said he--"worries that you, my dear young lady, in YOUR position, know nothing of--would not understand if I were to tell you." "I have been in positions to understand most kinds of worries," said Deb. "What are they? Money worries?" "Well, I have a delicacy in--" "Oh, you need not have! I know, of course, that you cannot have been too well off, and I am here on purpose to do something for you, if you will allow me.' There was no need to beat about the bush, she knew, since Mary was out of hearing. 'Tell me exactly, if you don't mind--in strict confidence, of course. No need to trouble her--and I shall not say anything." He told her, with fullness and fervour, when he had expressed his too fulsome gratitude. "I have done my best, Miss Pennycuick. You bade me be good to her; I gave you my solemn promise--and I can conscientiously say that I have kept my word." Well, so he had; according to his lights he had been an exemplary husband. "But circumstances have been against me. In the first place, I was in error somewhat, as you know, in regard to my wife's expectations from her father. I did not marry her for her money, as you also know, but appearances were such that I naturally concluded she would have a considerable income of her own. I did not care for myself one way or the other, but I was glad to believe that there would be the means to continue to her the mode of life that she had been used to. I acted upon this supposition, false, as it turned out, and anticipated, most imprudently, I confess, the little fortune that I imagined to be secure. When we came here, where living is so much more expensive than in the country"--with no Redford to draw upon--"I surrounded my wife with the comforts that were her due, and which I fully believed she had every right to." He waved his hand over the still blooming Axminster carpet and the brocaded suite the family was not allowed to sit on. "I spent--we spent the little capital represented by your father's wedding present--I had an erroneous idea that it was to be an annual allowance pending the eventual division of the estate; and then--well, then you know what happ
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