s in carrying out
the universal sentence, but very pitiful in her mode of dealing with
the condemned on his way to the final scene. The man who is to be hanged
always has a good breakfast provided for him.
Do not think that the old look upon themselves as the helpless,
hopeless, forlorn creatures which they seem to young people. Do these
young folks suppose that all vanity dies out of the natures of old men
and old women? A dentist of olden time told me that a good-looking young
man once said to him, "Keep that incisor presentable, if you can, till
I am fifty, and then I sha'n't care how I look." I venture to say that
that gentleman was as particular about his personal appearance and as
proud of his good looks at fifty, and many years after fifty, as he was
in the twenties, when he made that speech to the dentist.
My dear friends around the teacups, and at that wider board where I am
now entertaining, or trying to entertain, my company, is it not as plain
to you as it is to me that I had better leave such tasks as that which I
am just finishing to those who live in a more interesting period of life
than one which, in the order of nature, is next door to decrepitude?
Ought I not to regret having undertaken to report the doings and sayings
of the members of the circle which you have known as The Teacups?
Dear, faithful reader, whose patient eyes have followed my reports
through these long months, you and I are about parting company. Perhaps
you are one of those who have known me under another name, in those
far-off days separated from these by the red sea of the great national
conflict. When you first heard the tinkle of the teaspoons, as the
table was being made ready for its guests, you trembled for me, in the
kindness of your hearts. I do not wonder that you did,--I trembled for
myself. But I remembered the story of Sir Cloudesley Shovel, who was
seen all of a tremor just as he was going into action. "How is this?"
said a brother officer to him. "Surely you are not afraid?" "No," he
answered, "but my flesh trembles at the thought of the dangers into
which my intrepid spirit will carry me." I knew the risk of undertaking
to carry through a series of connected papers. And yet I thought it was
better to run that risk, more manly, more sensible, than to give way to
the fears which made my flesh tremble as did Sir Cloudesley Shovel's.
For myself the labor has been a distraction, and one which came at a
time when it was
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