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my cabin all the afternoon. It seems that Mrs. Brandreth asked Jim if she might visit me for a little while, and he consented. I was half dozing when she came, with a green silk curtain drawn across the window. I suggested that she should push this curtain back, so that we might have light to see each other. "Please, no!" she said. "I don't want light. I don't want to be seen. Dear Lady Courtenaye--may I really call you 'Elizabeth,' as you asked me to do?--I need so much to talk to you. And the darker it is, the better." "Very well--Rosemary!" I answered. "I've guessed that you are worried--or not quite happy. There's nothing I should like so much as to help you if I could. I believe you know that." "Yes, I know--I feel it," she said. "I want your advice. I think you're the only person whose advice I would take whether I liked it or not. I don't understand why that is so. But it is. You're probably younger than I am----" "I'm getting on for twenty-three," I informed the girl, when I had made her sit down beside my bed. "And I'm nearly twenty-six!" "You look twenty-one." "I'm afraid I look lots of things that I'm not," she sighed, in a voice too gloomy for the half-joking words. "Oh, now that I'm trying to speak, I don't know how to begin, or how far to go! I must confess one thing frankly: and that is, I can't tell you _everything_." "Tell me what you want to tell: not a word more." "Thank you. I thought you'd say that. Well, suppose you loved a man who was very ill--so ill he couldn't possibly get well, and he begged you to marry him--because then you might be in the same house till the end, and he could die happily with you near: what would you do?" "If I loved him _enough_, I would marry him the very first minute I could," was my prompt answer. "I do love him enough!" she exclaimed. "But you hesitate?" "Yes, because----Oh, Elizabeth, there's a terrible obstacle." "An obstacle!" I echoed, forgetting my headache. "I can't understand that, if--forgive me--if you're free." "I am free," the girl said. "Free in the way you mean. There's no _man_ in the way. The obstacle is--a woman." "Pooh!" I cried, my heart lightened. "I wouldn't let a woman stand between me and the man I loved, especially if he needed me as much as--as----" "You needn't mind saying it. Of course you know as well as I do that we're talking about Ralston Murray. And I believe he does need me. I could make him ha
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