I find it a hard thing to love
one I do not see."
6. She was advised to beg of God a heart to love him: she answered, "I
am afraid it is too late."
7. Upon this, seeing her in such a desponding condition, a friend of
hers spent the next day in fasting and prayer for her.
8. After this, that friend asked her how she did now? She answered with
a great deal of joy, "Now I bless the Lord; I love the Lord Jesus
dearly; I feel I do love him. O, I love him dearly."
9. "Why," said her friend, "did you not say yesterday you did not love
the Lord, and that you could not?" "Sure," said she, "it was Satan
hindered me. But now I love him. O blessed be God for the Lord Jesus
Christ."
10. After this she had a discovery of her approaching dissolution, which
was no small comfort to her: "Anon," said she, (with a holy triumph,) "I
shall be with Jesus. I am married to him: he is my husband: I am his
bride: I have given myself to him, and he hath given himself to me, and
I shall live with him for ever."
11. This language struck the hearers with astonishment. She still
continued in a kind of ecstasy of joy, admiring the excellence of
Christ, rejoicing in her interest in him, and longing to be with him.
12. After a while, some of her friends, who stood near her, observed a
more than ordinary earnestness and fixedness in her countenance; they
said one to another, "Look how earnestly she looks, surely she sees
something."
13. One asked her what it was that she fixed her eyes upon so eagerly?
"I warrant," says one, "she saw death coming."
14. "No," said she, "it is the glory that I saw, it is that on which my
eyes were fixed."
15. One demanded of her, what the glory was like? She replied, "I cannot
tell what, but I am going to it: will you go with me? I am going to
glory. O that you were all going with me to that glory!" With these
words her soul took wings, and went to the possession of that glory. She
died when she was between eight and nine years of age.
LITTLE JACOB'S FAITH.
JACOB BICKS was born in Leyden, in the year 1657. He was visited with
sickness upon the 6th of August, 1664. In his distemper he was very
sleepy till near his death, but when he did awake he was wont still to
fall a praying.
2. Once when his parents had prayed with him, they asked him if they
should once more send for the physician? "No," said he, "I will have the
doctor no more; the Lord will help me; I know he will take me to
himself
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