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ran his almighty eye over his army. He loved them. He loved to feel that his table was pressed down, that it groaned under their weight. He loved to see the pence, like innumerable pillars of cloud, standing waiting to lead on into wildernesses of unopened resource, while the silver, as pillars of light, should guide the way down the long night of fortune. Their weight sank sensually into his muscle, and gave him gratification. The dark redness of bronze, like full-blooded fleas, seemed alive and pulsing, the silver was magic as if winged. CHAPTER VII NATCHA-KEE-TAWARA Mr. May and Alvina became almost inseparable, and Woodhouse buzzed with scandal. Woodhouse could not believe that Mr. May was absolutely final in his horror of any sort of coming-on-ness in a woman. It could not believe that he was only _so_ fond of Alvina because she was like a sister to him, poor, lonely, harassed soul that he was: a pure sister who really hadn't any body. For although Mr. May was rather fond, in an epicurean way, of his own body, yet other people's bodies rather made him shudder. So that his grand utterance on Alvina was: "She's not physical, she's mental." He even explained to her one day how it was, in his naive fashion. "There are two kinds of friendships," he said, "physical and mental. The physical is a thing of the moment. Of cauce you quite _like_ the individual, you remain quite nice with them, and so on,--to keep the thing as decent as possible. It _is_ quite decent, so long as you keep it so. But it is a thing of the moment. Which you know. It may last a week or two, or a month or two. But you know from the beginning it is going to end--quite finally--quite soon. You take it for what it is. But it's so different with the mental friendships. _They_ are lasting. They are eternal--if anything human (he said yuman) ever is eternal, ever _can_ be eternal." He pressed his hands together in an odd cherubic manner. He was quite sincere: if man ever _can_ be quite sincere. Alvina was quite content to be one of his mental and eternal friends, or rather _friendships_--since she existed _in abstractu_ as far as he was concerned. For she did not find him at all physically moving. Physically he was not there: he was oddly an absentee. But his naivete roused the serpent's tooth of her bitter irony. "And your wife?" she said to him. "Oh, my wife! Dreadful thought! _There_ I made the great mistake of trying to find
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