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ing for myself." "Very chivalrous!" commented Matilda. "Men are like that." Sylvia shivered. "Don't--please! He--has been very good to me." "In his own way," said Matilda. "No, in every way. I can't tell you how good till--till Guy came back. He brought him back to please me." Sylvia's voice was low and distressed. "That was when things began to go wrong," she said. "There was nothing very magnanimous in that," commented Matilda. "He wanted you to see poor Guy when he was down. He wanted to give you a lesson so that you should realize your good luck in being married to him. He didn't count on the fact that you loved him. He expected you to be disgusted." "Oh, don't!" Sylvia said quickly. "Really that isn't fair. That isn't--Burke. He did it against his judgment. He did it for my sake." "You don't know much about men, do you?" said Matilda. "Perhaps not. But I know that much about Burke. I know that he plays fair." "Even if he kills his man," suggested Matilda cynically. "He always plays fair." Sylvia spoke firmly. "But he doesn't know how to make allowances. He is hard." "Have you found him so?" said Matilda. "I?" Sylvia looked across at her. Their eyes met. There was a certain compulsion in the elder woman's look. "Yes, you," she said. "You personally. Has he been cruel to you, Sylvia? Has he? Ah no, you needn't tell me! I--know." She went suddenly to her, and put her arm around her. Sylvia was trembling. "He didn't--understand," she whispered. "Men never do," said Matilda very bitterly. "Love is beyond them. They are only capable of passion. I learnt that lesson long ago. It simplified life considerably, for I left off expecting anything else." Sylvia clung to her for a moment. "I think you are wrong," she said. "I know you are wrong--somehow. But--I can't prove it to you." "You're so young," said Matilda compassionately. "No, no, I am not." Sylvia tried to smile as she disengaged herself. "I am getting older. I am learning. If--if only I felt happy about Guy, I believe I should get on much better. But--but--" the tears rose to her eyes in spite of her--"he haunts me. I can't rest because of him. I dream about him. I feel torn in two. For Burke--has given him up. But I--I can't." "Of course you can't. You wouldn't." Matilda spoke with warmth. "Don't let Burke deprive you of your friends! Plenty of men imagine that when you have
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