Knowing that a whole life
Is in my power, that I am now master,
I, a barber, and that a missed stroke,
A slice too deep, cuts off the round, cheerful head
That lies before me (he is thinking of a woman,
Books, business) from his body,
As though it were a loose button on a vest--
I am overcome. Then the feeling came over me... this animal.
Is there. The animal... both my knees knock.
And like a small boy tearing paper
Without knowing why,
And like students who kill gas lamps,
And like children who turn so red
When they tear the wings of captured flies,
So I would like to do the same,
As if it were a slip,
To make a scratch with my knife on such a chin.
I would too gladly watch the red stream of blood spray.
Spring
A certain Rudolf called out:
I have eaten too much.
Whether it's healthy is very questionable.
After such a greasy lunch
I really feel uncomfortable.
But I belch beautifully and smoke
Cigarettes now and then.
Lying on my heavy belly,
I chirp nothing but songs of spring.
Longingly, as though on a ramp
The voice squeals from the throat.
And like an old lamp
The wind blackens the bitter soul.
A Barkeeper's Coarse Complaint
It's enough to make me throw the chair through the panes of the
mirror Into the street--
There I sit with raised eyebrows:
All bars are full,
My bar is empty--isn't that terrific...
Isn't that strange... isn't that enough to make you puke,,,
The damned jerks--the miserable phonies--
Everyone goes right by me...
Bloody mess...
Here I am burning gas and electricity--
May God and the devil damn me to hell:
Damn It all... why is my bar the only empty one...
Grumpy, reproachful waiters standing around--
It is my fault--
Not one damned person comes to the door--
Cramped in a corner I sit with a hopeful face.
No customers come.--
The food rots, the wine and bread.
I might as well shut the joint.
And cry myself to death.
A Trouble-making Girl
It's certainly late. I must earn something.
But they're all going right by today with smug expressions on their
faces.
They don't want to give me a single good-luck penny.
It's a miserable life.
If I come home without money
The old lady will throw me out.
There is hardly anyone on the street any more.
I am dead tired and freezing.
I was never so miserable in my life.
I move arou
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