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e altered his course; and as he drew nearer her and the details of her face grew into distinctness, he was indignant with himself for feeling less and less indignation toward her in proportion to the closeness of his approach. The pity that came over him was mingled with an unruly admiration, causing him to wonder what unpatriotic stuff he could be made of. She was marked, but not whipped; she still held herself straight under all the hammering and cutting which, to his knowledge, she had been getting. She stopped him, "for only a moment," she said, adding with a wan profoundness: "That is, if you're not one of those who feel that I shouldn't be 'spoken to'?" "No," said Fred, stiffly. "I may share their point of view, perhaps, but I don't feel called upon to obtrude it on you in that manner." "I see," she said, nodding. "I've wanted to speak with you about Ramsey." "All right." She bit her lip, then asked, abruptly: "What made him do it?" "Enlist as a private with the regulars?" "No. What made him enlist at all?" "Only because he's that sort," Fred returned briskly. "He may be inexplicable to people who believe that his going out to fight for his country is the same thing as going out to commit a mur--" She lifted her hand. "Couldn't you--" "I beg your pardon," Fred said at once. "I'm sorry, but I don't know just how to explain him to you." "Why?" He laughed, apologetically. "Well, you see, as I understand it, you don't think it's possible for a person to have something within him that makes him care so much about his country that he--" "Wait!" she cried. "Don't you think I'm willing to suffer a little rather than to see my country in the wrong? Don't you think I'm doing it?" "Well, I don't want to be rude; but, of course, it seems to me that you're suffering because you think you know more about what's right and wrong than anybody else does." "Oh, no. But I--" "We wouldn't get anywhere, probably, by arguing it," Fred said. "You asked me." "I asked you to tell my why he enlisted." "The trouble is, I don't think I _can_ tell that to anybody who needs an answer. He just went, of course. There isn't any question about it. I always thought he'd be the first to go." "Oh, no!" she said. "Yes, I always thought so." "I think you were mistaken," she said, decidedly. "It was a special reason--to make him act so cruelly." "Cruelly!" Fred cried. "It _was!_" "Cruel to whom?"
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