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sed to do--for me to come in.... He's awake. Oh, sore little heart! He's lying alone in the dark--waiting. And his mother will not come.... Last night, Jim, when I come in, he was there in the bed, awake and waiting. 'Oh, mother,' says he, 'I'm glad you're come at last. I been waiting so long. It's lonesome here in the dark without you. And to-morrow I'll wake, and wait, and wait; but you will not come!' He's awake, Jim. Don't you tell me no different. The pillow's wet with his tears.... Lonely child--waiting for me! Oh, little heart of my baby! Oh, sore little heart!" "Millie!" "It ain't no use no more, Jim. You better go home. I'm all alone. My child's not here. But--he's somewhere. And it's him I love." The man sighed and went away.... Left alone, she put the little room in order and made the bed, blinded by tears, her steps uncertain: muttering incoherently of her child, whimpering broken snatches of lullaby songs. When there was no more work left for her hands to do, she staggered to the bureau, and from the lower drawer took a great, flaunting doll, which she had there kept, poor soul! against the time when her arms would be empty, her bosom aching for a familiar weight upon it. And for a time she sat rocking the cold counterfeit, crooning, faintly singing, caressing it; but she had known the warmth, the sweet restlessness, the soft, yielding form of the living child, and could not be content. Presently, in a surge of disgust, she flung the substitute violently from her. "It ain't no baby," she moaned, putting her hands to her face. "It's only a doll!" She sank limp to the floor. There she lay prone--the moonlight falling softly upon her, but healing her not at all. [Illustration: Tailpiece to _In the Current_] [Illustration: Headpiece to _The Chorister_] _THE CHORISTER_ The Rev. John Fithian lived alone with a man-servant in a wide-windowed, sombre, red old house, elbowed by tenements, near the Church of the Lifted Cross--once a fashionable quarter: now mean, dejected, incongruously thronged, and fast losing the last appearances of respectability. Sombre without--half-lit, silent, vast within: the whole intolerant of frivolity, inharmony, garishness, ugliness, but yet quite free of gloom and ghostly suggestion. The boy tiptoed over the thick carpets, spoke in whispers, eyed the shadowy corners--sensitive to impressions, forever alert: nevertheless
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