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ics, my Lord," I said. "And I am sure that it is not the first." He appeared to reflect; but he was not a very good actor; and I could see that it was feigned. "Why you are very sharp, sir," he said. "You have put your finger on the very place--the very place." (And he continued with far too short a pause): "On which side are you, Mr. Mallock? For the country or for the Court?" "That is a dangerous question to answer, my Lord," I said, very short. "It is only dangerous for one side," said he. I nodded, in a grave and philosophical manner. Then I sighed. "You are quite right, my Lord." I could see that he was glancing at me continually. Yet no explanation of his behaviour yet crossed my mind. "Mr. Mallock," said he after a silence, "it is no good fencing about the question. I can see that you are disaffected." "That is a very safe way to put it," I said. "Who is not--on one side or the other?" "Yes," said he, "but you are sharp enough to know what I mean." Again I nodded; but my mind was working like a mill; for a new thought had come to me that seemed to illumine all the rest; and yet I could not understand. The thought was this. Plainly my Lord Essex knew a good deal about me: he knew enough, that is, to begin a conversation of this kind with one whom he had only met once before--a mad proceeding altogether, if that were all he knew. _Ergo_, thought I, he must know more than that; and if he knew more he must know that I was in the service of His Majesty and presumably devoted to that service; probably, too, from the understanding between himself and Rumbald, he knew that I had chosen on previous occasions to masquerade as if I were not a gentleman. Was he quite mad then? For to talk like this to one in the confidence of His Majesty was surely a crazed proceeding! Yet my Lord Essex was not a fool. Looking back upon the matter as I write, it is hard for me to understand why I did not see through his design, since I saw so much of it. Yet it was not until London was in sight, or rather its lights against the sky, that all fell into its place; and I wondered at the simplicity of it. I think that it was the way he talked to me--the manner in which he skirted continually on the fringe of treason, yet said nothing that I could lay hold upon, and, above all, mentioned no names--that gave me the clue. I fear I fell a little silent as I perceived how point after point ratified the conclusion to which I
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