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like that? It's--it's so brutal!" Cecilia slid an arm round her. "I'm so distressed you saw it, dear," she said. "And grandfather was so--" A long sobbing quiver choked her utterance. "Yes, yes," said Cecilia; "I'm sure he was." Clasping her hands together in her lap, Thyme muttered: "He called him 'Little brother.'" A tear trickled down Cecilia's cheek, and dropped on her daughter's wrist. Feeling that it was not her own tear, Thyme started up. "It's weak and ridiculous," she said. "I won't!" "Oh, go away, Mother, please. I'm only making you feel bad, too. You'd better go and see to grandfather." Cecilia saw that she would cry no more, and since it was the sight of tears which had so disturbed her, she gave the girl a little hesitating stroke, and went away. Outside she thought: 'How dreadfully unlucky and pathetic; and there's father in the drawing-room!' Then she hurried down to Mr. Stone. He was sitting where he had first placed himself, motionless. It struck her suddenly how frail and white he looked. In the shadowy light of her drawing-room, he was almost like a spirit sitting there in his grey tweed--silvery from head to foot. Her conscience smote her. It is written of the very old that they shall pass, by virtue of their long travel, out of the country of the understanding of the young, till the natural affections are blurred by creeping mists such as steal across the moors when the sun is going down. Cecilia's heart ached with a little ache for all the times she had thought: 'If father were only not quite so---'; for all the times she had shunned asking him to come to them, because he was so---; for all the silences she and Stephen had maintained after he had spoken; for all the little smiles she had smiled. She longed to go and kiss his brow, and make him feel that she was aching. But she did not dare; he seemed so far away; it would be ridiculous. Coming down the room, and putting her slim foot on the fender with a noise, so that if possible he might both see and hear her, she turned her anxious face towards him, and said: "Father!" Mr. Stone looked up, and seeing somebody who seemed to be his elder daughter, answered "Yes, my dear?" "Are you sure you're feeling quite the thing? Thyme said she thought seeing that poor baby had upset you." Mr. Stone felt his body with his hand. "I am not conscious of any pain," he said. "Then you'll stay to dinner, dear, won't you?" Mr
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