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matter? It's true." "True--no," swiftly. "I can't believe it. I won't. Don't say that. In pity, don't." "But, I repeat, it is true," doggedly. "I at least can't help that. Elice, don't cry so!" Of a sudden he was on his feet bending over her. "Please don't. I love you!" "Don't touch me! I can't stand it!" The girl had drawn away swiftly, the repression of years for an instant broken. "You dare to tell me that--now! Love--" She cut herself short with an effort of will and, rising hurriedly, walked the length of the room to the window. For more than a minute, while Armstrong stood staring after her dumbly, she remained so; her face pressed against the cold pane, looking out upon the white earth. Deliberately, normally, she turned. Seemingly without an effort, so naturally that even Armstrong was deceived, she smiled. "Pardon me," she said evenly. "I'm not often hysterical." She was returning slowly. "I'll be glad when vacation comes. I think I'm--tired." She seated herself and motioned the other back into his place,--a motion that was a command. "Now, tell me, please, that you didn't mean what you said a moment ago when we were both irresponsible. It will make us both sleep better." The smile had left Armstrong's face now, and in its place was the pallor of reaction. But he was quiet also. "I wish I could," he said steadily, "but I can't. It'll be exactly as it was before." The girl was still smiling,--that same normal, apparently effortless, smile. "Nonsense!" she refuted, in tones deliberately matter-of-fact. "There's all the difference in the world. Before you had no audience. And now--the entire country will listen now." "It doesn't matter," dully. "It's always been you that counted really. Success was an incident, but you were the real incentive." "I?" She laughed gently. "On the contrary it was I who tried to lead you away from your work, to make you practical. Don't you remember the Graham offer?" "Yes," hurriedly. "I've thought of it a thousand times. It was the big mistake of my life when I refused his proposal. If I'd accepted then--" "You'd not have been a successful writer whose work goes on sale to-day in every city in the United States." "Perhaps. But I would have had you. What do I care for success in comparison to you!" Listening, just for an instant the girl's nostrils tightened; again she laughed. "We seem to be travelling in a circle," she bantered, "and keep returning
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