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about how the week had been, he relapsed into his book; and she had to wait for a time to talk of anything else. Esther sat down with a piece of fancy work, and held her tongue till tea-time. The house was as still as if nobody lived in it. The colonel occasionally turned a leaf; now and then a puff of gas or a sudden jet of flame in the Liverpool coal fire gave a sort of silent sound, rebuking the humanity that lived there. No noise was heard from below stairs; the middle-aged and well-trained servants did their work with the regularity and almost with the smoothness of machines. It occurred to Esther anew that her life was excessively quiet; and a thought of Pitt, and how good it would have been to see him, arose again, as it had risen so many times. And then came the thoughts of the afternoon. With Christ,--was not that enough? Doing His will and having it--could she want anything more? Esther smiled to herself. She wanted nothing more. Barker came in with the tea-kettle, and the cold tongue and the salad made the supper-table look very comfortable. She made the tea, and the colonel put down his book. 'Do you never get tired of reading, papa?' 'Yes, my dear. One gets tired of everything!' This was said with a discouraging half breath of a sigh. 'Then you might talk a little, for a change, papa.' 'Humph! Whom should I talk to?' 'Me, papa, for want of somebody else.' This suggestion fell dead. The colonel took his toast and tried the salad. 'Is it good, papa?' Esther asked, in despair at the silence. 'Yes, my dear, it is good. Vegetable salads are a little cold at this time of year.' 'Papa, we were driven to it. Barker had not money enough this week to get you a partridge. And she says it has happened several times lately that you have forgotten to give her the usual amount for the week's housekeeping.' 'Then she says wrong.' 'She told me, several times she has not had enough, sir.' 'In that she may be right.' Esther paused, questioning what this might mean. She must know. 'Papa, do you mean you gave her insufficient money and knew it at the time?' 'I knew it at the time.' There was another interval, of greater length. Esther felt a little chill creeping over her. Yet she must come to an understanding with her father; that was quite indispensable. 'Papa, do you mean that it was inadvertence? Or was it necessity?' 'How could it be inadvertence, when I tell you I knew what I
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