FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   298   299   300   301   302   303   304   305   306   307   308   309   310   311   312   313   314   315   316   317   318   319   320   321   322  
323   324   325   326   327   328   329   330   331   332   333   334   335   336   337   338   339   340   341   342   343   344   345   346   347   >>   >|  
t half a mile. "My mother would have been very glad if you would have stayed at the parsonage till your aunt's return; and so would my sisters--and so should I." "You are all very kind--too kind," said Adela. Then came another pause, perhaps for a quarter of a mile, but it was up-hill work, and the quarter of a mile passed by very slowly. "It seems so odd that you should go away from us, whom you have known so long, to stay with Miss Todd, whom you never have even seen." "I think change of scene will be good for me, Mr. Wilkinson." "Well, perhaps so." And then the other quarter of a mile made away with itself. "Come, get along, Dumpling." This was said to the fat steed; for they had now risen to level ground. "Our house, I know, must be very stupid for you. It is much changed from what it was; is it not?" "Oh, I don't know." "Yes, it is. There is neither the same spirit, nor the same good-will. We miss my father greatly." "Ah, yes. I can feel for you there. It is a loss; a great loss." "I sometimes think it unfortunate that my mother should have remained at the vicarage after my father's death." "You have been very good to her, I know." "I have done my best, Adela." It was the first time she had distinctly heard him call her by her Christian name since she had come to stay with them. "But I have failed. She is not happy there; nor, indeed, for that matter, am I." "A man should be happy when he does his duty." "We none of us do that so thoroughly as to require no other source of happiness. Go on, Dumpling, and do your duty." "I see that you are very careful in doing yours." "Perhaps you will hardly believe me, but I wish Lord Stapledean had never given me the living." "Well; it is difficult to believe that. Think what it has been for your sisters." "I know we should have been very poor, but we should not have starved. I had my fellowship, and I could have taken pupils. I am sure we should have been happier. And then--" "And then--well?" said Adela; and as she spoke, her heart was not quite at rest within her breast. "Then I should have been free. Since I took that living, I have been a slave." Again he paused a moment, and whipped the horse; but it was only now for a moment that he was silent. "Yes, a slave. Do you not see what a life I live? I could be content to sacrifice myself to my mother if the sacrifice were understood. But you see how it is with her. Nothing that I
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   298   299   300   301   302   303   304   305   306   307   308   309   310   311   312   313   314   315   316   317   318   319   320   321   322  
323   324   325   326   327   328   329   330   331   332   333   334   335   336   337   338   339   340   341   342   343   344   345   346   347   >>   >|  



Top keywords:
mother
 

quarter

 
moment
 

sacrifice

 
Dumpling
 

father

 

living

 
sisters
 

stayed


careful

 
Perhaps
 

parsonage

 

Stapledean

 

require

 

matter

 
return
 

source

 
happiness

difficult
 

starved

 

silent

 

whipped

 

paused

 

understood

 

Nothing

 

content

 

pupils


fellowship

 

happier

 

breast

 
ground
 

slowly

 

stupid

 
changed
 

passed

 

change


Wilkinson

 

distinctly

 
failed
 
Christian
 

vicarage

 

greatly

 
spirit
 

unfortunate

 

remained