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adiction at the very scene of his unseemly vagaries, I did not fail to be punctual. As I entered the street, I espied the baron a few yards before me, walking briskly towards the entrance of the sacred building. I followed him. He hurried into the church, and took his accustomed place. I kept close upon him; and, with a fluttering heart, seated myself at his side. My cheek burned with nervous agitation, but I did not look towards my adversary. His eye, however, was upon me. I felt it, and was sensible of his steady, long, and, as it seemed, passionless gaze. He did not move, or betray any symptom of surprise. As on the previous occasions, he proceeded solemnly to prayer; and when the ceremony was completed, he, as usual, offered up his alms. As the service drew to its close, my own anxiety became intense, and my situation almost insupportable. He rose--I did the same;--he walked leisurely away--I, giddy with excitement reeled after him. I was not to be shaken from my purpose, and I accosted him on the church's threshold. "Baron!" I exclaimed. "Mr Walpole!" he replied, perfectly unmoved. "I am surprised to see you here, sir." "You are NOT," answered the baron, still most placidly; "you came expressly to meet me; you have been here twice before. Why do you desire to hide that fact? Can a Christian, Mr Walpole, play the hypocrite as well as other men?" "I cannot understand you," I said, bewildered by his imperturbable coolness; "you laugh at religion--you mock me for respecting it, and yet you come here for prayer. You do not believe in God, and you assist devoutly at mass!" "It is a lovely morning, Mr Walpole--we have half an hour to spare--give me your arm!" Perfectly puzzled and confounded by the collected manner of the baron, I placed my arm mechanically in his, and suffered him to conduct me whethersoever he would. We walked in silence for some distance, passed into the meanest quarter of the city, and reached a miserable and squalid street. The baron pointed to the most wretched house in the lane, and bade me direct my eye especially to its sixth story. "Mark it well," said he, "you see a window there to which a line is fixed with recently washed linen?" "I do," I answered. "In the room--the small close hole to which that window hardly brings air and light, I passed months of my life. The mass at which you have three times watched me, is connected with it, and with occurrences that had their ri
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