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ed as though he assumed so great a superiority that he felt himself able to treat any resolve of hers as the petulance of a child. And though he spoke in strong language of his love, and of his longing that she should come to him, yet he was so well able to command his feelings, that he showed no sign of grief at the communication she had made to him. She did not doubt his love, but she believed him to be so much the master of his love,--as he was the master of everything else, that her separation from him would cause him no uncontrollable grief. In that she utterly failed to understand his character. Had she known him better, she might have been sure that such a separation now would with him have carried its mark to the grave. Should he submit to her decision, he would go home and settle himself to his books the next day; but on no following day would he be again capable of walking forth among his flowers with an easy heart. He was a strong, constant man, perhaps over-conscious of his own strength; but then his strength was great. "He is perfect!" Alice had said to herself often. "Oh that he were less perfect!" He did not stay with her long after the last word that has been recorded. "Perhaps," he said, as for a moment he held her hand at parting, "I had better not come to-morrow." "No, no; it is better not." "I advise you not to tell your father of this, and doubtless you will think of it before you do so. But if you do tell him, let me know that you have done so." "Why that?" "Because in such case I also must see him. God bless you, Alice! God bless you, dearest, dearest Alice!" Then he went, and she sat there on the sofa without moving, till she heard her father's feet as he came up the stairs. "What, Alice, are you not in bed yet?" "Not yet, papa." "And so John Grey has been here. He has left his stick in the hall. I should know it among a thousand." "Yes; he has been here." "Is anything the matter, Alice?" "No, papa, nothing is the matter." "He has not made himself disagreeable, has he?" "Not in the least. He never does anything wrong. He may defy man or woman to find fault with him." "So that is it, is it? He is just a shade too good. Well, I have always thought that myself. But it's a fault on the right side." "It's no fault, Papa. If there be any fault, it is not with him. But I am yawning and tired, and I will go to bed." "Is he to be here to-morrow?" "No; he returns to
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