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band." "You would be disgraced if you were to take me, after all that has passed;--after what I have done. What would other men say of you when they knew the story?" "Other men, I hope, would be just enough to say, that when I had made up my mind, I was tolerably constant in keeping to it. I do not think they could say much worse of me than that." "They would say that you had been jilted, and had forgiven the jilt." "As far as the forgiveness goes, they would tell the truth. But, indeed, Alice, I don't very much care what men do say of me." "But I care, Mr Grey;--and though you may forgive me, I cannot forgive myself. Indeed I know now, as I have known all along, that I am not fit to be your wife. I am not good enough. And I have done that which makes me feel that I have no right to marry anyone." These words she said, jerking out the different sentences almost in convulsions; and when she had come to the end of them, the tears were streaming down her cheeks. "I have thought about it, and I will not. I will not. After what has passed, I know that it will be better,--more seemly, that I should remain as I am." Soon after that she left him, not, however, till she had told him that she would meet him again at dinner, and had begged him to treat her simply as a friend. "In spite of everything, I hope that we may always be friends,--dear friends," she said. "I hope we may," he answered;--"the very dearest." And then he left her. In the afternoon he again encountered Mr Palliser, and having thought over the matter since his interview with Alice, he resolved to tell his whole story to his new acquaintance,--not in order that he might ask for counsel from him, for in this matter he wanted no man's advice,--but that he might get some assistance. So the two men walked off together, up the banks of the clear-flowing Reuss, and Mr Palliser felt the comfort of having a companion. "I have always liked her," said Mr Palliser, "though, to tell the truth, I have twice been very angry with her." "I have never been angry with her," said the lover. "And my anger was in both instances unjust. You may imagine how great is my confidence in her, when I have thought she was the best companion my wife could have for a long journey, taken under circumstances that were--that were--; but I need not trouble you with that." So great had been the desolation of Mr Palliser's life since his banishment from London that he almo
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