FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   113   114   115   116   117   118   119   120   121   122   123   124   125   126   127   128   >>  
preserve any illusions, when he knows human beings thoroughly, sees that an emotion depends upon the nerve of a tooth, a mood upon the degree of moisture contained in the air, and a character upon the healthy or diseased stomach. You leave your illusions upon your dissecting tables." "What you say might be true if illusions and experiences came from the same source. But they do not." "I don't fully understand. Explain yourself." "What you call illusions are ideal images and aspirations, which originate in the sphere of our impulses and feelings, not in our sensible reasoning. But the impulses and feelings are more elementary and more deeply rooted, thought comes later and remains more on the surface. We inherit our illusions from the countless generations that have preceded us, our experiences we draw from our individual lives. An individual experience cannot outweigh the illusions of a thousand ancestors, who form a part of our organism. But, pardon me, I have caught myself in the midst of a tutor's lecture--you see that impulse is stronger than prudence." "Do you ask pardon for that? What you say is so interesting. I suppose you have a very bad opinion of women, since you do not think them capable of understanding you?" "I do not generalize. Whatever opinion I might have of women, I should not apply it to you." "You understand how to pay compliments admirably. You are not commonplace." He made no reply, but gazed at her with so earnest a look, expressive of such unconscious admiration and worship that she flushed, and with a nervous flutter of her fan rose. Bergmann rose also, bowed, and made a movement to retire. Ada opened her eyes in surprise, and involuntarily a word escaped her lips: "Why----" "I thought I was wearying you." She held out her finger-tips, which he pressed so warmly that she hastily withdrew her hand. Going to one of the three large windows in the drawing-room, she opened it and stepped out upon the broad, projecting balcony, which on the second story extended along the whole front of the castle. Leaning against the balustrade, both silently watched for a moment the scene before them. The July night was warm, and the air was stirless. Not a cloud appeared in the blackish-blue sky, the stars were sparkling brightly, and among them, almost at the zenith, sailed the full moon. At their feet lay the park, from which rose faint odours of unknown wild flowers and th
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   113   114   115   116   117   118   119   120   121   122   123   124   125   126   127   128   >>  



Top keywords:

illusions

 
understand
 
pardon
 

opened

 
impulses
 
feelings
 
experiences
 

thought

 

individual

 

opinion


warmly
 
finger
 

hastily

 
pressed
 
wearying
 

withdrew

 
Bergmann
 

admiration

 

unconscious

 

worship


flushed

 

nervous

 

expressive

 

earnest

 

flutter

 

surprise

 

involuntarily

 
retire
 
movement
 

escaped


sparkling

 

brightly

 
zenith
 

appeared

 

blackish

 

sailed

 

unknown

 

odours

 

flowers

 
stirless

balcony

 

extended

 

projecting

 

windows

 
drawing
 

stepped

 

castle

 

moment

 

watched

 

Leaning