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as ours. That he has been my lover--my beloved--heart of my heart--thine own existence is the living proof; and something--an intangible something--tells me that the rest of his prophecy will likewise be fulfilled. We have known the sorrow--aye, as few others have--and even now I feel that we shall also know death! "It is because of this curious presentiment of mine that I write down for thee, my baby--my baby Paul--this story of thy father and thy mother, and the great love that gave thee to the world. It is but right, before thou comest into thy kingdom, that thou shouldst know--thou and thou alone--the secret of thy birth, that thou mayst carry with thee into the big world thy birthright--the sweetness of a supreme love." Then briefly, but as completely and vividly as the story could be written, she pictured for him the beautiful idyl she and her lover had lived, here in this very spot, two-and-twenty years ago; told him, in her own quaint words, of the beautiful boy she had found in Lucerne, that glorious May so long ago, and how it had been her caprice to waken him, until the caprice had become her love, and afterwards her life; told him how she had seen the danger, and had warned the boy to leave Lucerne, while there was yet time, but that he had answered that he would chance the hurt, because he wished to live, and he knew that only she could teach him how--only she could prove to him the truth of her own words, that _life was love!_ She told how weary and unhappy she had been, picturing with no light fingers the misery of her life--married when a mere child to a vicious husband--and all the insults and brutality she was forced to endure; and then, for contrast, told him tenderly how she had been young again for this boy she had found in Lucerne. There was not one little detail of that idyllic dream of love omitted from the picture she drew for him of these two--and their sublime three weeks of life on the Buergenstock with their final triumphant, but bitter culmination in Venice. She told him of what they had been pleased to call their wedding--the wedding of their souls--nor did she seek to lessen the enormity of their sin. She touched with the tenderest of fingers upon the first dawn in their hearts of the hope of the coming of a child--a child who would hold their souls together forever--a child who would immortalize their love till it should live on, and on, and on, through countless generations pe
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