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was nice of her. She was a person with whom I could talk about her." Vanderbank took a moment to clear up the ambiguity. "Oh you mean you could talk about the OTHER. You hadn't got over Lady Julia." Mr. Longdon sadly smiled at him. "I haven't got over her yet!" Then, however, as if not to look morbid, he took pains to be clear. "The first wound was bad--but from that one always comes round. Your mother, dear woman, had known how to help me. Lady Julia was at that time her intimate friend--it was she who introduced me there. She couldn't help what happened--she did her best. What I meant just now was that in the aftertime, when opportunity occurred, she was the one person with whom I could always talk and who always understood." He lost himself an instant in the deep memories to attest which he had survived alone; then he sighed out as if the taste of it all came back to him with a faint sweetness: "I think they must both have been good to me. At the Malvern time, the particular time I just mentioned to you, Lady Julia was already married, and during those first years she had been whirled out of my ken. Then her own life took a quieter turn; we met again; I went for a good while often to her house. I think she rather liked the state to which she had reduced me, though she didn't, you know, in the least presume on it. The better a woman is--it has often struck me--the more she enjoys in a quiet way some fellow's having been rather bad, rather dark and desperate, about her--for her. I dare say, I mean, that though Lady Julia insisted I ought to marry she wouldn't really have liked it much if I had. At any rate it was in those years I saw her daughter just cease to be a child--the little girl who was to be transformed by time into the so different person with whom we dined to-night. That comes back to me when I hear you speak of the growing up, in turn, of that person's own daughter." "I follow you with a sympathy--!" Vanderbank replied. "The situation's reproduced." "Ah partly--not altogether. The things that are unlike--well, are so VERY unlike." Mr. Longdon for a moment, on this, fixed his companion with eyes that betrayed one of the restless little jumps of his mind. "I told you just now that there's something I seem to make out in you." "Yes, that was meant for better things?"--Vanderbank frankly took him up. "There IS something, I really believe--meant for ever so much better ones. Those are just the sort I
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