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imagine the force of the blow for him was just in the other reason." "Well, it would have been in that one just as much if that one had been the other." Mrs. Brook was sagacious, though a trifle obscure, and she pursued the next moment: "Mamma was so sincere. The fortune was nothing to her. That shows it was immense." "It couldn't have been as great as your logic," Vanderbank smiled; "but of course if it has been growing ever since--!" "I can see it grow while he sits there," Mrs. Brook declared. But her logic had in fact its own law, and her next transition was an equal jump. "It was too lovely, the frankness of your admission a minute ago that I affect him uncannily. Ah don't spoil it by explanations!" she beautifully pleaded: "he's not the first and he won't be the last with whom I shall not have been what they call a combination. The only thing that matters is that I mustn't, if possible, make the case worse. So you must guide me. What IS one to do?" Vanderbank, now amused again, looked at her kindly. "Be yourself, my dear woman. Obey your fine instincts." "How can you be," she sweetly asked, "so hideously hypocritical? You know as well as you sit there that my fine instincts are the thing in the world you're most in terror of. 'Be myself?'" she echoed. "What you'd LIKE to say is: 'Be somebody else--that's your only chance.' Well, I'll try--I'll try." He laughed again, shaking his head. "Don't--don't." "You mean it's too hopeless? There's no way of effacing the bad impression or of starting a good one?" On this, with a drop of his mirth, he met her eyes, and for an instant, through the superficial levity of their talk, they might have appeared to sound each other. It lasted till Mrs. Brook went on: "I should really like not to lose him." Vanderbank seemed to understand and at last said: "I think you won't lose him." "Do you mean you'll help me, Van, you WILL?" Her voice had at moments the most touching tones of any in England, and humble, helpless, affectionate, she spoke with a familiarity of friendship. "It's for the sense of the link with mamma," she explained. "He's simply full of her." "Oh I know. He's prodigious." "He has told you more--he comes back to it?" Mrs. Brook eagerly asked. "Well," the young man replied a trifle evasively, "we've had a great deal of talk, and he's the jolliest old boy possible, and in short I like him." "I see," said Mrs. Brook blandly, "and he likes you
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