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ing to glance at me. Then he said, nervously, "What are you playing with, up like that?" "I am not playing," I said, "I am dusting the china, and I wear these things to keep me clean." He _blushed_! Then I realized all this embarrassment was because he thought I should feel uncomfortable at being caught doing house-work! Not, as one might have imagined, because _he_ had been caught peeping into our garden. Oh, the odd ideas of the lower classes! I took up a Sevres cup and began to pull the silk duster gently through the handle. "Er--can I help you?" he said. At that I burst out laughing. Those thick, common hands touching grandmamma's best china! "No, no!" I said. He grew less self-conscious. "By Jove! how pretty you are in that cap!" "Am I?" "Yes, and you are laughing, and not snubbing a fellow so dreadfully as you generally do." "No?" "No--well, I came round because I couldn't sleep. I haven't been able to sleep for three nights. I haven't seen you since Saturday, you know." "No, I did not know." My heart began to beat in a sickening fashion. He leaned close to me over the sill. I put down the cup and took up the miniature. I thought if I looked at Ambrosine Eustasie that would give me courage. I went on dusting it, and I was glad to see my hands did not shake. "Yes, you are so devilishly tantalizing--I beg your pardon, but you don't chuck yourself at a fellow's head like the other girls." I felt I was "chucking myself at his head"--horrible phrase--at that very moment, but as speech is given us to conceal our thoughts, I said, "No, indeed!" "Ambrosine--" (Oh, how his saying my name jarred and made me creep!) "Er--you know I am jolly fond of you. If you'll marry me you'll not have to dust any more beastly old china, I promise you." I have never had a tooth out--fortunately, mine are all very white and sound--but I have always heard the agony goes on growing until the final wrench, and then all is over. I feel I know now what the sensation is. I could have screamed, but when he finished speaking I felt numb. I was incapable of answering. "I've generally been able to buy all I've wanted," he went on, "but I never wanted a wife before." He laughed nervously. That was a straw for me. "Do you want to buy me?" I said, "Because, if it is only a question of that, it perhaps could be managed." "Oh, I say--I never meant that!" he blustered, "Oh, you know I love you like any
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