Augustus sent for me.
As I had promised, I had not been near him until this moment.
He was still in bed, and looked ill and unshaven. He was reading his
letters, and glanced up at me with heavy, bloodshot eyes.
"Just got a line from Myrlshire," he said, pompously, without a trace
of shame or regret in his voice.
"He says he has written to you, too; he wants me to shoot on the
30th."
I remained silent. I did not mean to irritate him, but the whole scene
made me numb with disgust.
"Why the devil don't you answer?" Augustus raged, his face flushing
darkly. "Write at once and say we shall be delighted to accept."
"You are engaged to shoot with Mr. Dodd for that date," I informed
him.
Mr. Dodd was sent to perdition, and Mrs. Dodd, too, and then he said,
more quietly:
"Sit down now and write to the Duke. I would not miss this for
anything."
I did not stir from where I stood.
"Listen, Augustus," I said. "I will not visit with you anywhere, and I
will let every one know the reason, unless you swear, by whatever you
hold sacred, that you will never utterly disgrace yourself again as
you did last night. When you have decided to make this oath you can
let me know." And I left the room, leaving the air behind me thick
with curses.
I had one of the most distant spare rooms prepared for myself, and
when I was going to bed a note came to me.
"I swear," it ran. "Only come back to me. I want to kiss you
good-night."
"Tell Mr. Gurrage I will see him in the morning," I said to Atkinson,
and I locked my door.
XI
Augustus was not able to leave his room for four or five days after
this. I left him almost entirely to himself, only going to see him
once a day, to hear if he required anything.
At the end of the time his penitence was complete, and he promised me
to change his ways for the future. He was horribly affectionate to me,
but peace was restored.
I cannot say that I felt any happier, but it seemed a lull and calm
after a storm. I tried to be more gentle and sympathetic to him and
to take more interest in the house.
And so, at last, the 30th arrived, and our visit to Myrlton Castle.
We had to pass through London on our way there, and Augustus left me
for an hour or two, while he went to his tailor's, he said.
I had no money to shop with. I had spent all my first quarter's
allowance on books and a late wedding-present to Hephzibah, and I
foolishly could not bring myself to ask
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