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then, as I heard her cold tone and looked upon her unmoved face, how bitterly have I turned away with all that repressed and crushed affection which was construed into sullenness or disrespect! O mighty and enduring force of early associations, that almost seems, in its unconquerable strength, to partake of an innate prepossession, that binds the son to the mother who concealed him in her womb and purchased life for him with the travail of death?--fountain of filial love, which coldness cannot freeze, nor injustice embitter, nor pride divert into fresh channels, nor time, and the hot suns of our toiling manhood, exhaust,--even at this moment, how livingly do you gush upon my heart, and water with your divine waves the memories that yet flourish amidst the sterility of years? I approached the apartments appropriated to my mother: I knocked at her door; one of her women admitted me. The Countess was sitting on a high-backed chair, curiously adorned with tapestry. Her feet, which were remarkable for their beauty, were upon a velvet cushion; three hand-maids stood round her, and she herself was busily employed in a piece of delicate embroidery, an art in which she eminently excelled. "The Count, Madam!" said the woman who had admitted me, placing a chair beside my mother, and then retiring to join her sister maidens. "Good day to you, my son," said the Countess, lifting her eyes for a moment, and then dropping them again upon her work. "I have come to seek you, dearest mother, as I know not, if, among the crowd of guests and amusements which surround us, I shall enjoy another opportunity of having a private conversation with you: will it please you to dismiss your women?" My mother again lifted up her eyes. "And why, my son? surely there _can_ be nothing between us which requires their absence; what is your reason?" "I leave you to-morrow, Madam: is it strange that a son should wish to see his mother alone before his departure?" "By no means, Morton; but your absence will not be very long, will it?" "Forgive my importunity, dear Mother; but _will_ you dismiss your attendants?" "If you wish it, certainly; but I dislike feeling alone, especially in these large rooms; nor did I think being unattended quite consistent with our rank: however, I never contradict you, my son," and the Countess directed her women to wait in the anteroom. "Well, Morton, what is your wish?" "Only to bid you farewell, and to as
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