FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   167   168   169   170   171   172   173   174   175   176   177   178   179   180   181   182   183   184   185   186   187   188   189   190   191  
192   193   194   195   196   197   198   199   200   201   202   203   204   205   206   207   208   209   210   211   212   213   214   215   216   >>   >|  
ate wretch, I hope you will be so good, as to take her to your bosom; and that, by to-morrow morning, you'll bring her to a better sense of her duty! Could any thing in womanhood be so vile? I had no patience: but yet grief and indignation choaked up the passage of my words; and I could only stammer out a passionate exclamation to Heaven, to protect my innocence. But the word was the subject of their ridicule. Was ever poor creature worse beset! He said, as if he had been considering whether he could forgive me or not, No, I cannot yet forgive her neither.--She has given me great disturbance, has brought great discredit upon me, both abroad and at home: has corrupted all my servants at the other house; has despised my honourable views and intentions to her, and sought to run away with this ungrateful parson.--And surely I ought not to forgive all this!--Yet, with all this wretched grimace, he kissed me again, and would have put his hand into my bosom; but I struggled, and said, I would die before I would be used thus.--Consider, Pamela, said he, in a threatening tone, consider where you are! and don't play the fool: If you do, a more dreadful fate awaits you than you expect. But take her up stairs, Mrs. Jewkes, and I'll send a few lines to her to consider of; and let me have your answer, Pamela, in the morning. 'Till then you have to resolve: and after that your doom is fixed.--So I went up stairs, and gave myself up to grief, and expectation of what he would send: but yet I was glad of this night's reprieve! He sent me, however, nothing at all. And about twelve o'clock, Mrs. Jewkes and Nan came up, as the night before, to be my bed-fellows: and I would go to bed with some of my clothes on: which they muttered at sadly; and Mrs. Jewkes railed at me particularly. Indeed I would have sat up all night, for fear, if she would have let me. For I had but very little rest that night, apprehending this woman would let my master in. She did nothing but praise him, and blame me: but I answered her as little as I could. He has Sir Simon Tell-tale, alias Darnford, to dine with him to-day, whose family sent to welcome him into the country; and it seems the old knight wants to see me; so I suppose I shall be sent for, as Samson was, to make sport for him.--Here I am, and must bear it all! Twelve o'clock, Saturday noon. Just now he has sent me up, by Mrs. Jewkes, the following proposals. So here are the honourable inten
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   167   168   169   170   171   172   173   174   175   176   177   178   179   180   181   182   183   184   185   186   187   188   189   190   191  
192   193   194   195   196   197   198   199   200   201   202   203   204   205   206   207   208   209   210   211   212   213   214   215   216   >>   >|  



Top keywords:
Jewkes
 

forgive

 

morning

 

stairs

 

honourable

 

Pamela

 

clothes

 
fellows
 

twelve

 
expectation

answer

 

reprieve

 

resolve

 

master

 

suppose

 
Samson
 

country

 
knight
 

proposals

 

Twelve


Saturday

 
family
 

apprehending

 

railed

 

Indeed

 

Darnford

 

praise

 
answered
 

muttered

 

subject


ridicule
 

innocence

 
passionate
 

exclamation

 

Heaven

 

protect

 

creature

 

stammer

 

morrow

 

wretch


choaked

 

passage

 

indignation

 
patience
 
womanhood
 

disturbance

 
brought
 

Consider

 

threatening

 

struggled