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a nebulous conveyance, that I took at first for a tradesman's van; to my horror it proved to be a hearse; and all at once the white breath ceased upon my lips. I had looked up at our windows and the blinds were down! I rushed within. The doctor's door stood open. I neither knocked nor rang, but found him in his consulting-room with red eyes and a blotchy face. Otherwise he was in solemn black from head to heel. "Who is dead?" I burst out. "Who is dead?" The red eyes looked redder than ever as Dr. Theobald opened them at the unwarrantable sight of me; and he was terribly slow in answering. But in the end he did answer, and did not kick me out as he evidently had a mind. "Mr. Maturin," he said, and sighed like a beaten man. I said nothing. It was no surprise to me. I had known it all these minutes. Nay, I had dreaded this from the first, had divined it at the last, though to the last also I had refused to entertain my own conviction. Raffles dead! A real invalid after all! Raffles dead, and on the point of burial! "What did he die of?" I asked, unconsciously drawing on that fund of grim self-control which the weakest of us seem to hold in reserve for real calamity. "Typhoid," he answered. "Kensington is full of it." "He was sickening for it when I left, and you knew it, and could get rid of me then!" "My good fellow, I was obliged to have a more experienced nurse for that very reason." The doctor's tone was so conciliatory that I remembered in an instant what a humbug the man was, and became suddenly possessed with the vague conviction that he was imposing upon me now. "Are you sure it was typhoid at all?" I cried fiercely to his face. "Are you sure it wasn't suicide--or murder?" I confess that I can see little point in this speech as I write it down, but it was what I said in a burst of grief and of wild suspicion; nor was it without effect upon Dr. Theobald, who turned bright scarlet from his well-brushed hair to his immaculate collar. "Do you want me to throw you out into the street?" he cried; and all at once I remembered that I had come to Raffles as a perfect stranger, and for his sake might as well preserve that character to the last. "I beg your pardon," I said, brokenly. "He was so good to me--I became so attached to him. You forget I am originally of his class." "I did forget it," replied Theobald, looking relieved at my new tone, "and I beg YOUR pardon for doi
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