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otten what I had read. I seemed to remember having heard of some one called Jesus Christ, but He meant nothing to me. That was why the reading of the New Testament was such a revelation.' 'Well, go on,' I said when he stopped. 'Presently I began to pray,' and his voice quivered as he spoke. 'It was something new to me, but I did it almost unconsciously. You see, when I left the Y.M.C.A. hut, I had a consciousness that there was a God, but after I'd read the New Testament----; no I can't explain, I can't find words! But I prayed, and I felt that God was listening to me, and presently something new came into my life! It seemed to me as though some part of my nature which had been lying dormant leapt into life. I looked at things from a new standpoint. I saw new meanings in everything. I knew that I was no longer an orphan in the world, but that an Almighty, All-pervading God was my Father. That He cared for me, that nothing was outside the realm of His love. I saw what God was like, too. As I read that story of Jesus, and opened my life to Him, my whole being was flooded with the consciousness that He cared for me, that He watched me, and protected me. I saw, too, that there was no death to the man in whom Christ lived. That the death of the body was nothing because the man, the essential man lived on,--where I did not know, did not care, because God was.' He looked across the sunlit sea as he spoke, and I think he had almost forgotten me. 'I had an awful time though,' he went on. 'How? In what way?' 'It was when I read the Sermon on the Mount. I could not for a time see how a Christian could be a soldier. The whole idea of killing men seemed a violation of Christianity.' 'It is,' I said. 'Yes, in a way you are right, and when I read those words of the Lord telling us that we must love our enemies, and bless them that cursed us, I was staggered. Where could there be any Christianity in great guns hurling men by the thousand into eternity?' 'There isn't,' I persisted. 'That's what I believed at first, but I got deeper presently. I saw that I had only been looking at the surface of things.' 'How?' I asked. I was curious to see how this man who had forgotten his past would look at things. 'I found after a daily study of this great Magna Charta of Jesus Christ, that He meant us to live by the law of love.' 'There's not much living by the law of love over yonder,' I said, noddi
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