FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   56   57   58   59   60   61   62   63   64   65   66   67   68   69   70   71   72   73   74   75   76   77   78   79   80  
81   82   83   84   85   86   87   88   89   90   91   92   93   94   95   96   97   98   99   100   101   102   103   104   105   >>   >|  
hy, nothing save the wind." "Strange!" said the Queen; "since all the while that I have talked with you I have been seriously annoyed by shrieks and various imprecations! But I, too, grow cowardly, it maybe-- Nay, I know," she said, and in a resonant voice, "that I am by this mistress of broad England, until my son--my own son, born of my body, and in glad anguish, Rosamund--knows me for what I am. For I have heard-- Coward! O beautiful sleek coward!" the Queen said; "I would have died without lamentation and I was but your plaything!" "Madame Ysabeau--!" the girl stammered, and ran toward her, for the girl had risen, and she was terrified. "To bed!" said Ysabeau; "and put out the lights lest he come presently. Or perhaps he fears me now too much to come to-night. Yet the night approaches, none the less, when I must lift some arras and find him there, chalk-white, with painted cheeks, and rigid, and smiling very terribly, or look into some mirror and behold there not myself but him--and in that instant I will die. Meantime I rule, until my son attains his manhood. Eh, Rosamund, my only son was once so tiny, and so helpless, and his little crimson mouth groped toward me, helplessly, and save in Bethlehem, I thought, there was never any child more fair-- But I must forget all that, for even now he plots. Hey, God orders matters very shrewdly, my Rosamund." And timidly the girl touched one shoulder. "In part, I understand, madame and Queen." "You understand nothing," said Ysabeau; "how should you understand whose breasts are yet so tiny? Nay, put out the light! though I dread the darkness, Rosamund--For they say that hell is poorly lighted--and they say--" Then Queen Ysabeau shrugged. Herself blew out each lamp. "We know this Gregory Darrell," the Queen said in the darkness, and aloud, "ay, to the marrow we know him, however steadfastly we blink, and we know the present turmoil of his soul; and in common-sense what chance have you of victory?" "None in common-sense, madame, and yet you go too fast. For man is a being of mingled nature, we are told by those in holy orders, and his life here but one unending warfare between that which is divine in him and that which is bestial, while impartial Heaven attends as arbiter of the cruel tourney. Always his judgment misleads the man, and his faculties allure him to a truce, however brief, with iniquity. His senses raise a mist about his goings, and th
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   56   57   58   59   60   61   62   63   64   65   66   67   68   69   70   71   72   73   74   75   76   77   78   79   80  
81   82   83   84   85   86   87   88   89   90   91   92   93   94   95   96   97   98   99   100   101   102   103   104   105   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

Rosamund

 

Ysabeau

 
understand
 
common
 

madame

 

orders

 
darkness
 

judgment

 

breasts

 
misleads

tourney
 

lighted

 

poorly

 

senses

 

Always

 

matters

 

shrewdly

 

timidly

 

forget

 

touched


iniquity

 
faculties
 
shrugged
 

allure

 

shoulder

 
victory
 

bestial

 

chance

 

divine

 
unending

warfare
 
mingled
 

nature

 
impartial
 

arbiter

 

goings

 
Darrell
 

Gregory

 

marrow

 

Heaven


present

 

turmoil

 
steadfastly
 

attends

 

Herself

 

behold

 

coward

 
lamentation
 

beautiful

 

Coward