tea. It was
characteristic of Sundays in the McTougall nursery.
The thought of this union turned my mind into another channel. Just
then Miss Blythe entered. She looked so radiant that I forgot myself,
forgot my former struggles, my good resolutions--everything except
herself--and proposed on the spot!
I was rejected--of course! More than that, I was stunned! Hope had
told me many flattering tales. Indeed, I had felt so sure, from many
little symptoms, that Lilly had a strong regard for me--to say the
least--that I was overwhelmed, not only by my rejection, but by the
thought of my foolish self-assurance.
"I don't wonder that you look upon me as a presumptuous, vain,
contemptible fellow," said I, in the bitterness of my soul.
"But I do not regard you in that light," said Lilly, with a faint smile,
and then, hesitatingly, she looked down at the carpet.
"In what light do you regard me, Miss Blythe?" said I, recovering a
little hope, and speaking vehemently.
"Really, Dr Mellon, you take me by surprise; your manner--so abrupt--
so--"
"Oh! never mind manner, dear Miss Blythe," said I, seizing her hand, and
forcibly detaining it. "You are the soul of truth; tell me, is there
any hope for me?--_can_ you care for me?"
"Dr Mellon," she said, drawing her hand firmly away, "I cannot, should
not reply. You do not know all the--the circumstances of my life--my
poverty, my solitary condition in the world--my--my--"
"Miss Blythe," I exclaimed, in desperation, "if you were as poor as a--
a--church rat, as solitary as--as--Adam before the advent of Eve, I
would count it my chief joy, and--"
"Hallo! Mellon, hi! I say! where are you?" shouted the voice of the
doctor at that moment from below stairs. "Here's Dumps been in the
laboratory, and capsized some of the chemicals!"
"Coming, sir!" I shouted; then tenderly, though hurriedly, to Miss
Blythe, "You will let me resume this subject at--"
"Hallo! look sharp!" from below.
"Yes, yes, I'll be down directly!--Dear Miss Blythe, if you only knew--"
"Why, the dog's burning all over--help me!" roared the doctor.
Miss Blythe blushed and laughed. How could she help it? I hastily
kissed her hand, and fled from the room.
That was the whole affair. There was not enough, strictly speaking, to
form a ground of hope; but somehow I knew that it was all right. In the
laboratory I found Dumps smoking, and the doctor pouring water from the
tap on his dishev
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