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feeling,--friend, brother, cousin--it matters not which--he will ever be the same to me." Then I spoke of Mrs. Linwood, my adopted mother,--of my incalculable obligations, my unutterable gratitude, love, and admiration,--of the lovely Edith and her sisterly affection, and I told him how I longed that he should see them, and that _they_ should know that I had a father, whom I was proud to acknowledge, instead of one who reflected disgrace even on them. "Oh! I have so much to tell, so much to hear," I again repeated. "I know not when or where we shall begin. It is so bewildering, so strange, so like a dream. I fear to let go your hand lest you vanish from my sight and I lose you forever." "Ah, my child, you cannot feel as I do. You have enshrined other images in your heart, but mine is a lonely temple, into which you come as a divinity to be worshipped, as well as a daughter to be loved. I did not expect such implicit faith, such undoubting confidence. I feared you would shrink from a stranger, and require proofs of the truth of his assertions. I dared not hope for a greeting so tender, a trust so spontaneous." "Oh! I should as soon doubt that God was my Father in heaven, as you my father on earth. I _know_ it, I do not _believe_ it." I think my feelings must have been something like a blind person's on first emerging from the darkness that has wrapped him from his birth. He does not ask, when the sunbeams fall on his unclouded vision, _if it be light_. He knows it is, because it fills his new-born capacities for sight,--he knows it is, by the shadows that roll from before it. I knew it was my father, because he met all the wants of my yearning filial nature, because I felt him worthy of honor, admiration, reverence, and love. I know not how long I had been with him, when Mr. Brahan entered; and though it had been seventeen years since he had seen him, he immediately recognized the artist he had so much admired. "I have found a daughter, sir," said St. James, grasping his hand with fervor. He could not add another word, and no other was necessary. "I told her so," cried Mr. Brahan, after expressing the warmest congratulations; "I told her husband so. I knew the wretch who assumes your name was an impostor, though he wonderfully resembles yourself." "He has a right to the name he bears," answered my father, and his countenance clouded as it always did when he alluded to his brother. "We are twin brother
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