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upon the awaiting toast. "You're awful quick, Mrs. Reynolds," she started to say when a knock sounded upon the door. The door slowly opened and, alone, Suzanna's mother entered. She stood just looking in. She was pale, her eyes wide, languid, shadows beneath them as though she had not slept. But those same tired eyes lightened as they fell upon Suzanna. "Mother-eyes," the phrase grew in Suzanna's heart. She should never in all her life forget that look of longing, of love. And somehow another impression, new, almost unbelievable, came to Suzanna. Her mother was _young_, for wasn't that yearning note in her voice; that tentative little gesture; her whole questioning attitude, all her seekings, but expressions of her youngness? She wasn't after all far removed from her little daughter, not for this minute, anyway. A delicious sense of comradeship with this mother flooded the child. And the mother stood and looked at her child, almost as for the first time, at least with a sense of newness, as though Suzanna had been born anew to her. In the night a far reaching understanding had come to her. It came out of her conclusion to strike a blow at the child's oversensitiveness by a full dose of ridicule; by accusing her of affectation, a clever playing to the gallery; this when the night was early, and the mother still aching with weariness from the day's many tasks. And then as the hours wore on, and the quiet soothed her weary nerves, the knowledge came, flashing out of the ether, as often it does for serious mothers, that the gift of keen sensibility, of intense desire was too valuable to be quenched. What if Suzanna began to question her own motives; what if she should lose belief in her own spiritual integrity; learn in time to look in on herself with a spirit of morbid analysis instead of living out her natural qualities beautifully and spontaneously! All these truths stirred her again as she looked at her child. While Suzanna didn't move from her place, she wanted to stay at some distance that she might look her soul's full at her mother--_her mother_! At length she spoke: "Mother--I want to be your little girl again. Will you take me back?" Would she take her back? Mrs. Procter's arms opened wide. Into them Suzanna flew. Mrs. Reynolds regarded the cold poached egg, the second one spoiled that morning. Furtively she wiped the tears from her eyes. At last she cleared her voice and spoke: "I
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