FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   59   60   61   62   63   64   65   66   67   68   >>  
am?" Presently he saw that Mrs. Grumble was trying to lift herself up in bed. "I'm going now," she said. Her voice was low, but resonant. "Mrs. Wicket will look after you. She's a good woman, Mr. Jeminy. My mind's at peace. I never knew death was so simple and ordinary. It's almost like nothing." She sank back; her voice gave out and she began to cough. "You will only tire yourself by talking," said Mr. Jeminy. "Rest now. Then in the morning . . ." "No," said Mrs. Grumble faintly, "there'll be no morning for me, unless it's the morning of the Lord. Not where I'm going." "You are going where I, too, must go," said Mr. Jeminy. "You are going a little before me. Soon I shall come hurrying after you." "It's nearly over," said Mrs. Grumble. "I did what I could." Her mind began to wander; she spoke some words to herself. "You, God," said Mr. Jeminy aloud, "this is your doing. Then come and be present; receive the forgiveness of this good woman, to whom you gave, in this life, poverty and sacrifice." "Please," whispered Mrs. Grumble, "speak of God with more respect." They were her last words; it was the end. A spasm of coughing shook her; for a moment she seemed anxious to speak. But as Mr. Jeminy bent over her, her breath failed; her head fell back, and with a single, frightened glance, Mrs. Grumble passed away, without saying what she had intended. Mr. Jeminy closed her eyes, and folded her hands across her breast. "She is gone already," he thought; "she is far away. She has pressed ahead, so swiftly, beyond sight or hearing." He bent his head. "You made me comfortable in my life, Mrs. Grumble," he said, "yet at the end I could do nothing for you. But you will not think badly of me for that. "Now you are hurrying through eternity. To you, these few slow hours before the dawn are no different from to-morrow or yesterday; they will never pass. "Do you see, at last, the meaning of the spectacle you have just quitted? Do you understand what I, for all my wisdom, do not understand? You are free to ask God to explain it to you; you can say, 'I saw armies with banners, and scholars with their books.' Perhaps he will tell you the meaning of it. But for us, who remain, it has no meaning. Well, we say, this is life. We laugh, applaud, talk together, and think about ourselves. And one by one we slip away, no wiser than before. "We are like the bees, who work from dawn till dark,
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   59   60   61   62   63   64   65   66   67   68   >>  



Top keywords:

Jeminy

 
Grumble
 

morning

 

meaning

 

hurrying

 

understand

 

eternity

 

pressed

 
thought
 

breast


swiftly

 

hearing

 

comfortable

 

yesterday

 

explain

 
remain
 

quitted

 

wisdom

 
scholars
 

Perhaps


armies

 

banners

 

morrow

 

applaud

 
spectacle
 

Please

 

faintly

 

talking

 

resonant

 

Presently


Wicket

 

ordinary

 
simple
 
wander
 

breath

 

failed

 

single

 

anxious

 

moment

 

frightened


glance

 
closed
 

folded

 

intended

 

passed

 

coughing

 

present

 

receive

 
forgiveness
 
poverty