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followed her; but little Lu's voice was heard in plaintive notes. Bee returned to the room to find her little sister lying awake with wide-open, frightened eyes. "Oh, Bee! don't do! and don't let she tome bat. She stares Lu!" "Shall Bee take Lu up and rock her to sleep?" "'Es." Bee gently lifted the little one and sat down in the rocking-chair and began to rock slowly and sing softly. But presently she stopped and whispered: "Baby!" "'Es, Bee." "Do you love cousin Claudia?" "'Es, but she wates me up and stares me; don't let she tome adain, Bee." "No, I will not; but poor Claudia is not happy; won't you ask the Lord to bless poor Claudia? He hears little children like you!" "'Es; tell me what to say, Bee." And without another word the little one slid down upon her knees and folded her hands, while Bee taught the sinless child to pray for the sinful woman. And then she took the babe again upon her lap, and rocked slowly and sung softly until she soothed her to sleep. Then Bee arose and rustled softly about the room, making her simple toilet before going to the saloon to join the guests. CHAPTER LXV. ISHMAEL'S WOE. And with another's crime, my birth She taunted me as little worth, Because, forsooth, I could not claim The lawful heirship of my name; Yet were a few short summers mine, My name should more than ever shine, With honors all my own! --_Byron_. Ishmael sat in the shadows of his room overwhelmed with shame and sorrow and despair. He had heard every cruel word; they had entered his ears and pierced his heart. And not only for himself he bowed his head and sorrowed and despaired, but for her; for her, proud, selfish, sinful, but loving, and oh, how fatally beloved! It was not only that he worshiped her with a blind idolatry, and knew that she returned his passion with equal strength and fervor, and that she would have waited for him long years, and married him at last but for the cloud upon his birth. It was not this--not his own misery that crushed him, nor even her present wretchedness that prostrated him--no! but it was the awful, shapeless shadow of some infinite unutterable woe is Claudia's future, and into which she was blindly rushing, that overwhelmed him. Oh, to have saved her from this woe, he would gladly have laid down his life! The door opened and Jim, his especial waiter, entered with two lighted candles on a tray. He sat them on the
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